My mind can be a jumble sometimes. I think that’s why I keep busy because in those moments I don’t have the time or energy to overthink. I have been told that I overthink because I’m trying to cover all the angles because my brain is outpacing the folks around me. I don’t believe that …
Gonna be honest, this week feels different than the first. While the topics were exposing much more of my submissive life, writing about them didn’t feel as invasive as the first week. Not sure what was different except maybe these were more about sex and connection which I process constantly so they don’t feel as …
I think too long and too hard about things. I pick things apart and wonder what I missed. I want people to express themselves the same way I do. I realize they won’t do that no matter how many times I want that to be the case. I try to make peace with what …
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I should totally be asleep but that is clearly not my lot in life right now. Work through life off for me and probably everyone else a few months ago. That was good. It didn’t give me time to think about my love life or submission or anything that basic. I had to worry about …
I haven’t posted in a while. No good reason for that just haven’t stopped to do so. I was playing a game on my tablet earlier that had me doing the goofy happy you’re in a relationship smile. That’s because my character in the game is happy in her relationship not that I’m in a …
So this post will be in direct contrast on one level to the lovely vacation recap. I am very aware of my insecurities and most days I can keep them at bay. I’m smart, able to pay my bills with no intrusions, take vacations when I can, can cook and back and no those are …
Anyone who has been around here for a while knows I listen to music as much as I can and firmly believe that some songs pop up when I need to hear them. It’s raining right now. Slow, soft, enough to make me miss people I cared about but not so much that I’m worried …
I am a strange young woman sometimes I swear. I have been wondering a lot over the last few months about what it is I really want and who I want it from. The problem is I think in circles. My brain can be a landmine of information some days. I can be emotional and …
You have to be a certain age to even have a clue what I’m talking about and/or to have an unhealthy obsession with older episodes of Saturday Night Live. Regardless this won’t be Jack Handey delivering any wisdom. Actually I’m not sure there will be any wisdom coming forth in this posting today. I’ve …
Today is somewhat a chill day for me. Nothing major looming overhead. What is looming can be accomplished relatively easily. The diet has been thrown to hell as I’m trying to recover from two different illnesses hitting me at once and save a few days earlier this week during which I was ridiculously horny, had …
