i don’t know that it cured the ills but it helped them out at least. i woke up after a set of frantic dreams and one pretty mundane one as it involved me vacuuming for some reason. i was and maybe still am a little exhausted. i worked every day this week, had more meetings …
Prompt: How does external stress affect your submission or service? The nerd in me is wondering if that should be effect not affect but I don’t care enough to go look it up right now. External stress makes me shut down eventually. When I shut down I don’t ask for help or reach out to …
I almost skipped this because as the title states I’m done but this may be the last thing I do tonight. Prompt: how do you define strength and do you see yourself as strong? could you see yourself submitting to someone less strong than yourself? Legit couldn’t make up the timing here and I tell …
Black girl down, tired of people and their bullshit Read More »
So I will say I started this last week and only go one sentence in. This sentence—-> I’ve been watching crap TV all day but thankfully one of those adventures got me onto new to me but old music by Train which will be good Christmas listening. The movie was typical Hallmark filter and …
This week was fine in terms of what I needed to write about. Nothing overwhelmingly triggering except maybe discussing my one and only foray into polyamory crashing and burning. The prompts for this week are things I have already processed to some degree. Things with Emperor were never peaches and cream so it doesn’t …
i’m sitting here exhausted, relieved and crying. mom had a crisis and i had messed up dreams hoping she’d be okay. i’ve given six or seven talks for my job in the last twelve weeks. i’ve had to lead the charge on a few things while worrying about my job options. and i’m upset because …
another saturday night and i ain’t got nobody lol Read More »
You have to be a certain age to even have a clue what I’m talking about and/or to have an unhealthy obsession with older episodes of Saturday Night Live. Regardless this won’t be Jack Handey delivering any wisdom. Actually I’m not sure there will be any wisdom coming forth in this posting today. I’ve …
I’m sure all of you have heard now that Prince died. I’m sure that for those of you that it matters, you know what you were doing, where you were, who you were with and how you felt. I was at my job and a string of concerned texts, emails and calls started streaming in …
So last night I planned on going to bed earlyish for me but when I logged off I couldn’t sleep. My mind started churning about 50 million things as it is want to do in the middle of the night. But this was all propelled by what I was doing right before I logged off. …
So I have been in reading mode again. I finished Conquer Me which I may have mentioned but if not then I highly recommend it in terms of processing submission and what it means to walk in these shoes. Kacie Cunningham did a great job and it helped me reach out to people in my …