I think too much. I do it often unless I make myself stop. I do it even more when I’m not feeling well which has been my life since a week ago at this point. I want to know the when and the why and what might be better or good enough and when will […]
One of Those Girls Read More »
Today was one that got completely derailed from jump. An appointment was later than planned, ran longer than planned, involved more emotions than planned and ended up throwing off the rest of my day. I canceled meetings, played the dutiful daughter and came home stressed before getting drenched again after taking groceries out of the
The Other Side of Jealousy or What I Learned in a Rain Storm Read More »
So I have been home since about 2 on Sunday afternoon. I have been running full steam until this morning though. The joys of going back to work after a great vacation. My voice is still kinda funky but other than that it was a tiny blessing just to be able to sleep past 6:30
Kinky Travel Recap: This time with extra sleep added Read More »
This will be a big rambling mess so if you read it at all you have been warned. I had very little planned for today. My agenda consisted of entering in grades, creating an exam and study guide, washing my hair and maybe washing some clothes. Yeah the clothes didn’t even get looked at except
Sunday Television, Hair Care, Mommy Detail and Sex Read More »
For the last few months I’ve been in a holding pattern regarding submission. I’m not sure if I’ve fully resolved which direction to go but what has been done wasn’t working and I’m not sure which way to head now. I always imagined I would let my dom guide me into the best submissive version
I have no idea where this post will end up but I’m kind of frustrated. I’ve been mostly unemployed, I say mostly because I still teach part time in the evenings when I can, for the last two months and that has given me way more free time than I want. It has helped with
In a weird head space.. Read More »
More bad news on that front. Again nothing that can be in either of our control but still fucking things up all the same. Won’t say anything else about that now but damn i’m annoyed. Okay i was going to leave it alone but i can’t. Men suck, the men in my life in particular
Relationships ughhh Read More »
i’m not superman but my brain has taken flight this evening. i hate Mondays, i tend to feel the worst getting my body geared up on Mondays. Hasn’t mattered what is happening the days after or the days before me and Mondays fight. Today was no different, i felt funky last night, felt like crap
i’ve been trying not to come here and vent for the last few months. Because while some things are going great other things, the most important things to me, feel like crap. i’ve been doing a lot more to take care of myself and i can say that is because of His urging to some
i’m sitting here and i’m trying to decide what to do with all the chaos in my brain right now. i’ve been meaning to post for a while. i’ve started doing more to take care of myself inside and out and have been excited about that. i need to get on the workout kick but
