i grew up in Texas primarily. around the middle of elementary school is when i recall actively celebrating Juneteenth. can’t tell you when didn’t do it earlier than that but i don’t remember it. the one thing i really remember is us doing peaceful things. there may be a barbecue in a local park. there […]
on the eve of my extra Black co-opted holiday Read More »
I’ve been chatting it up with one of my exes a lot lately. Mostly as I process and work through complicated grieving I’m having related to another ex. That’s awkward at best but it’s been useful. I probably need to sage this space as I told grief invoking ex that too much of it reminds
Happy Easter to all of those that celebrate. I’m laying in bed wearing part of what I left the house in yesterday. I can’t sleep in pants. It drives me nuts. Unless I’m on a plane and undressing mid flight seems like a bad idea. Before I get deep into this post it’s not about
In Retrospect, I believe I’ve Made a Mistake Read More »
So this post will be in direct contrast on one level to the lovely vacation recap. I am very aware of my insecurities and most days I can keep them at bay. I’m smart, able to pay my bills with no intrusions, take vacations when I can, can cook and back and no those are
When Do You Feel Like Enough? Read More »
this will be random as hell and not at all coherent so stop reading now if you are looking for something kinky or well thought out. this week has made my mind snap when it comes to race and racial issues. crazy broad thinks she can be black because she identifies with black people. when
i am fucking angry Read More »
My brain is a cavernous place sometimes that I don’t encourage the average person to try to explore. It’s messy in there. It’s filled with the odd booby trap or twelve. And I’m pretty sure there’s a slightly manic seven year old with some killer baking skills who might feed you till you explode. I’m
Today was one that got completely derailed from jump. An appointment was later than planned, ran longer than planned, involved more emotions than planned and ended up throwing off the rest of my day. I canceled meetings, played the dutiful daughter and came home stressed before getting drenched again after taking groceries out of the
The Other Side of Jealousy or What I Learned in a Rain Storm Read More »
There used to be a time when I thought I had men all figured out. Horny, stupid, emotional, friendly, needing a wife type. I could figure them out, act accordingly if I chose and keep it pushing. Over the last ten years or so, as I have settled more into who I am as a
I’ll Be Honest: I Don’t Understand Men Read More »
Cook Bake Drink Drive Try to be productive Continue talking to who made you angry Flirt, shit is just sad Read Work out–you’ll probably injure yourself going too damn hard Anything that impacts your appearance But if you’re angry and have the right partner FUCK LIKE BUNNIES. Angry sex is, to me anyway, more intense,
Things Not To Do When You’re Angry Read More »
I have been falling asleep randomly the last few days. I think my body is trying to finally fight the insomnia fits but it hasn’t been totally successful. Tonight I fell asleep semi on schedule and was having the best dream EVER. I was in bed with someone I had apparently already had sex with.
wet dream interrupted by well water Read More »
