Anyone that knows me knows that I am not a huge Alicia Keys fan even though I give her mad props as a pianist and songwriter. Her voice doesn’t vibe with me usually. This song seemed appropriate for the post so I’d like to acknowledge her in this moment. Not the whole song, just the […]
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I’m tired y’all. The kind of tired that sleep doesn’t fix. The kind that a vacation may assist with but may not cure either. I routinely keep my feelings to myself about lots of things because if I’m not careful then folks will swear I’m being mean as hell. Some days I may be and
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Just realized I have some hidden posts to make sure the blog displays correctly. Ha it doesn’t matter. Life is crazy busy lately. And weird if I’m going to be honest. Some good things happened and I’m happy about all the new directions things are going. Some annoying things happened but–and no offense to the
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I am tired. A year plus of working in masks, trying to do my job well, not murdering dumb people who won’t wear masks, not traveling, having to pivot with little to no warning, and fighting with my body is killing me. I’ve been bugging my mother to massage my scalp. It helps with hair
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I will have to come back to the title. It’s been pressing on me that I needed to post something soon. Not sure why but it’s been on my mind. I think my last few posts were definitely stress induced–I may have mentioned that then but who knows. Living in a pandemic is whole lot.
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Today was apparently my breaking point and it was set off by something stupid. I got up to make my lunch. Well to warm up my lunch because I haven’t really cooked since Thanksgiving. Anyway, I get there and the sauce for my lunch is missing. I didn’t throw it away which leaves only one
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I should totally be asleep but that is clearly not my lot in life right now. Work through life off for me and probably everyone else a few months ago. That was good. It didn’t give me time to think about my love life or submission or anything that basic. I had to worry about
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there are moments when she just feels like stopping and screaming and saying fuck it and wouldn’t life just be easier if she could. she knows she can’t. people depend on her to not sleep, juggle twelve projects, find a way from no way, be perpetually functional, sarcastic and supportive. it doesn’t mean she doesn’t
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i’m making my peace with Youand it’s my peace to make not Yoursi fully recognize thatYou don’t owe me a thingmy disappointments are my own to well owni made You into someone that You never promised to beYou did what said and no moresometimes maybe a little lessbut You never gave me illusions of what
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I’m not sure what this will be about so if you start reading buckle up buttercup cause this may take a minute. When I first thought about writing this post a few days ago I thought about calling it The Art of Mind Fucking Me. I mean I’m a girl who likes a good mind
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