This post is being partially triggered by a thread on Fetlife entitled constant craving. It sounds/reads like NRE on steroids but also that feeling you have when you are so connected to a partner that you crave their presence and to serve/be served by a particular person. I understand the whole situation but clearly see […]
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Almost no one called me little red except Mr. Wolf. I didn’t entirely enjoy it even when he did it. Not because it wasn’t a perfectly acceptable variation of my scene name but because part of my brain said he didn’t earn the right to reduce me. I know that’s borderline crazy. He was my
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I’ve been mulling this post over in my head for a few days. I’m sure I’ve written something like it before but I haven’t the motivation to go track it down in a decade plus of writings. I’ve been very slowly reengaging with my kinky self and in doing so have had a few things
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I didn’t get enough of it but I got some good sleep last night. Then I got the toss and turn as 7 am hit and my bladder said bitch get out of bed. It allowed me to see that Novak won before it got too late in the day and to have an epiphany
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Anyone that knows me knows that I am not a huge Alicia Keys fan even though I give her mad props as a pianist and songwriter. Her voice doesn’t vibe with me usually. This song seemed appropriate for the post so I’d like to acknowledge her in this moment. Not the whole song, just the
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i was scrolling Twitter yesterday and someone posed the question: are you really good being single or have you accepted it because that’s all you’ve ever known. i was struck by that because it made me think was i really good being single. and i sat with that for a while. i really am. i
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I started on this post a few hours ago and then got distracted. I do that though so I wasn’t feeling upset about that. It let me settle into my thoughts more and come at this from a different perspective. I am not a huge horoscope girl. I read them from time to time just
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prompt: if you have a list of rules, how often are they sorted through, changed or additions made? don’t have them now, didn’t have them before so they were never sorted through, changed or additions made. as i have mentioned over the last few posts i don’t know how i would have reacted even if
Prompt for today: If SM is part of your dynamic, explain how pain works for you. Is it a sexual turn-on, a healing release, a spiritual moment, a session of giving? So I read this question and then had to realize that pain is not a part of everyone’s dynamic. This may be one
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I really do need to get back to working out. My body was unhappy with me and the partial plow job I did yesterday. I slept hard as shit but when I woke up there were random aches and pains that under other circumstances would have made me smile like a big old happy fat
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