I’ve been mulling this post over in my head for a few days. I’m sure I’ve written something like it before but I haven’t the motivation to go track it down in a decade plus of writings. I’ve been very slowly reengaging with my kinky self and in doing so have had a few things …
I didn’t get enough of it but I got some good sleep last night. Then I got the toss and turn as 7 am hit and my bladder said bitch get out of bed. It allowed me to see that Novak won before it got too late in the day and to have an epiphany …
prompt: if you have a list of rules, how often are they sorted through, changed or additions made? don’t have them now, didn’t have them before so they were never sorted through, changed or additions made. as i have mentioned over the last few posts i don’t know how i would have reacted even if …
I really do need to get back to working out. My body was unhappy with me and the partial plow job I did yesterday. I slept hard as shit but when I woke up there were random aches and pains that under other circumstances would have made me smile like a big old happy fat …
I gave way too many talks today and now I’m tapped out. This prompt is not better than yesterday’s but I’ll give it a shot. Prompt: Write a letter to someone you’ve lost, whether they’ve died or simply drifted away from your life. What do you have left to tell them? I won’t pick one …
I’m feeling a bit better today but it’s mostly because I had to focus on more things for the move, deal with some work stuff and I removed a temptation from my line of vision. I’m not sure where I fit in the D/s world still but I’m not on the verge of tears every …
Today has been involving more work than it should. The prompt for today is: Write a thank you letter to someone you know in the lifestyle. My immediate thought was fuck no. For one, I don’t know that many people in the lifestyle anymore. We have drifted apart or people have died. But assignments are …
Almost done with work for the year, totally done with myself Read More »
i have been pondering this for the last few days/weeks what have you. i know that karamel on fet provided all kinds of musings for me at one point but it wasn’t in a “submissive, let me splay myself out for you can give over dominion of myself to you” kind of way. the …
can one have a kink muse or am i just an addict? Read More »
Not sure if any of you are actually still paying attention beyond the folks that like to tie up and beat me. Hello Sadists, love ya. And I am definitely not sure if the people that this message needs to reach will ever see it but they are the last ones on the list and …