only a few of my exes ever felt like they radically shifted my understanding of myself, sacrifice and love in general. that is not to say that the others were not important to me or didn’t impact me in significant ways. it just means that my brain isn’t saying why didn’t that work out about […]
i keep forgetting we’re not in love anymore part one Read More »
This will be an odd post so if you aren’t up for that, totally okay. Just go ahead and find something labeled smut or kinky or maybe even violence. Yesterday I was chatting with GN about random things and as the night wore on I asked him something I had been wondering about. Do you
painfully sweet dreams Read More »
i am two days out from submitting the major project that i have to submit if i want a promotion. not quite two days because i submitted it at 5pm on Friday but close to two days. it took the better part of six months to pull together, remember little meticulous parts of how the
Image taken from Ambient Geek Sleep Aids It’s very much feast or famine for me some days when it comes to the energy I have to expend and the ways in which I am willing to expend it. I have felt that energy depleting lately and honestly I don’t particularly like it. There’s just not
when my spirit is weary Read More »
Hey Good People, if you are on fetlife then you already know where this post is probably headed. A few nights ago, after a long chat with GN, I had a dream that threw me off balance. The dream itself was a silly one like normal for me when I’ve been tired and I’m finally
Sweet Dreams are Made of…… Read More »
I’m going to be at a hotel for the next week. I have things to do in the day but most evenings I can come in and get nude. I bought a few toys from Mr. Hankeys after talking to Good Nyte about wanting some new dildos. I’ve been using my Magic Wand to get
When you take “go fuck yourself” to heart Read More »
So I have a lot to do today. Normally, I’d sleep until 45 minutes before I needed to get started but I woke up with the alarm and stayed up for a change. Yesterday or the day before if we’re being time specific (y’all the days are blurring together with the sleep issues), I sent
up early, not feeling broken, still a little lonely Read More »
I’ve been mulling this post over in my head for a few days. I’m sure I’ve written something like it before but I haven’t the motivation to go track it down in a decade plus of writings. I’ve been very slowly reengaging with my kinky self and in doing so have had a few things
Come Join My Circus, I’m Recruiting Read More »
I didn’t get enough of it but I got some good sleep last night. Then I got the toss and turn as 7 am hit and my bladder said bitch get out of bed. It allowed me to see that Novak won before it got too late in the day and to have an epiphany
good sleep is a blessing Read More »
prompt: if you have a list of rules, how often are they sorted through, changed or additions made? don’t have them now, didn’t have them before so they were never sorted through, changed or additions made. as i have mentioned over the last few posts i don’t know how i would have reacted even if
