My fingers itch some days They long to reach out to you Touch you Touch myself while you watch But my mind is stronger than my will now It has to be otherwise I’d be sitting outside your door Like a stray cat Begging you to take me in
finding peace finally Read More »
I am not a morning person. If I am up and perky in the morning it’s because I probably haven’t been asleep yet and I’m just high from sleep deprivation. I say all that to set the stage for me not having actually seen the words come out of her mouth but reading them later.
When Regina King becomes a sage…. Read More »
Image taken from Ambient Geek Sleep Aids It’s very much feast or famine for me some days when it comes to the energy I have to expend and the ways in which I am willing to expend it. I have felt that energy depleting lately and honestly I don’t particularly like it. There’s just not
when my spirit is weary Read More »
i’ve been chatting with folks about different things and keep coming to the same conclusion. my heart is perpetually open to new experiences when i’m healthy. while i’m healing, i’m rehashing and wondering what i could have done differently to not be in the middle of healing again. once i’m on that precipice of healed
i hear music, all the time Read More »
i’ve been on the verge of sleep for hours and then nothing happens. i’m up on telegram chatting as a result which led me back to look up something on fetlife which led me to my inbox which led me to an old message from someone that was very important to me. it’s a message
insomnia my old friend, we meet again Read More »
not sure how long this will be because there’s not a lot going on right now. i’ve got about 10 more days before i can slide out of the missing my dad funk. that’s not entirely accurate but before the last thing that triggers missing my dad will be over in ten days. i’ll probably
new toys and new moods Read More »
Before anyone gets excited, there is no one new on the horizon. I am just in thinking mode again which is being spurred by feeling mode. I’m not sure if that’s good or bad given what I’m thinking but it’s all part of the process. I felt what could only be described as a cosmic
Feeling things again Read More »
So I have a lot to do today. Normally, I’d sleep until 45 minutes before I needed to get started but I woke up with the alarm and stayed up for a change. Yesterday or the day before if we’re being time specific (y’all the days are blurring together with the sleep issues), I sent
up early, not feeling broken, still a little lonely Read More »
I’m up making cookies after a semi-productive day. Made dinner for the next few nights and had a meeting. Going to do some work and prepare a presentation tomorrow. Secretly hoping it snows so I can stay home but hey whatever. I’ll get paid if I do make it to the presentation so woosah. And
la la la la la means i got homemade cookies Read More »
Prompt for Thursday: Are you allowed to express your own opinion if it differs from that of your Dominant? Yes of course I am. There is no good way to exist if you are not entitled to your own feelings. That doesn’t mean that they will change their minds or that they are going to
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