A million years ago I wrote a poem called Surfacing. I wrote it around the time I was finally feeling free of a vanilla relationship. I tend to cocoon myself when I’m healing. However this time frame it felt like I was drowning and couldn’t get my breath. Then suddenly I was surface side up […]
My fingers itch some days They long to reach out to you Touch you Touch myself while you watch But my mind is stronger than my will now It has to be otherwise I’d be sitting outside your door Like a stray cat Begging you to take me in
finding peace finally Read More »
I’m not sure i will get to all of those R words in this post but two didn’t seem like enough and I love alliteration. I’m fresh from the shower and off another round of purging, reorganizing, and redesigning the spaces i frequent the most. I finally got rid of the bathroom rugs that were
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i’ve been chatting with folks about different things and keep coming to the same conclusion. my heart is perpetually open to new experiences when i’m healthy. while i’m healing, i’m rehashing and wondering what i could have done differently to not be in the middle of healing again. once i’m on that precipice of healed
i hear music, all the time Read More »
y’all i’m tired. i have more stuff to do this week and only one or two will be fun for me. the rest is kind of time consuming and yeah i wanna sleep. i went to a virtual shibari class tonight and that was good. i like seeing patterns come to life in rope. i
everything in its time Read More »
I mentioned yesterday that my body is on the mend and it really is. I appreciate it greatly. There’s still a bit of pain as the healing continues but nothing like when I was in the throes of the last few days when my body was like this is not what I signed up for–take
My body is finally healing. It threw things in a bit of disarray as I was trying to come home but fuck it we’re done now. Okay not done, I probably have another day or two of antibiotics at a minimum before it’s ready to be gone out of my system this time but I
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I like when the universe aligns. My prompt for tonight is: Within the next year, how can you improve your submission? You may be wondering why that perfectly aligns and it’s because I’m doing something this weekend that makes me blissfully happy and has nothing to do with submission. Sometimes I get so laser focused
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