i have been pondering this post and offshoots of it for weeks. i don’t have the focus to sit down and write it for some reason and i’m not sure why. i feel kind of like i have bdsm ADHD right now. not because of any one person but because life is weird and i’m […]
when i daydream, it’s about you Read More »
i literally don’t know who is still reading this but thanks for stopping by all the same. i am three days removed from a much needed renewing vacation to my favorite place on the planet other than my hometowns. thinking about it now still makes me smile because in the many decades i’ve been on
I’m not sure i will get to all of those R words in this post but two didn’t seem like enough and I love alliteration. I’m fresh from the shower and off another round of purging, reorganizing, and redesigning the spaces i frequent the most. I finally got rid of the bathroom rugs that were
revamping, resetting, revisiting Read More »
i opened this hours ago to write this post but didn’t get around to it. i was watching the katt williams special with mom, waiting for the next kendrick drop and generally just minding my business. i briefly hopped on fetlife and debated sending messages to folks. reading the little i read made me change
tell no lies about me and i will tell no truths about you or whatever kendrick said Read More »
i couldn’t think of a title for this and the presenter i’m observing right now just mentioned that phrase and it worked. we are discussing vetting partners in the scene and what that means for each of us. i have vetted literally no one lol. mostly because i don’t play in public and i meet
approach with caution lol Read More »
I am a December kid. It’s something I have always enjoyed because my parents never made me choose between my birthday and Christmas. And when I was much younger folks liked partying with me because it was a fun thing to do as school was ending and before Christmas hit. I like it now because
reflections as another birthday has come and gone Read More »
I went to be floating on realization and slightly fearful the universe would walk it back when I woke up. It has not and all is good. I also went to bed after reading an exchange in a group I’m not a member of on Fetlife. About the wall of text women put up covering
What can I offer you? Read More »
Almost no one called me little red except Mr. Wolf. I didn’t entirely enjoy it even when he did it. Not because it wasn’t a perfectly acceptable variation of my scene name but because part of my brain said he didn’t earn the right to reduce me. I know that’s borderline crazy. He was my
the lamentations of little red Read More »
Before anyone gets excited, there is no one new on the horizon. I am just in thinking mode again which is being spurred by feeling mode. I’m not sure if that’s good or bad given what I’m thinking but it’s all part of the process. I felt what could only be described as a cosmic
Feeling things again Read More »
I’ve been busy as fuck lately. Lots of work, lots of driving, lots of taking care of mom and not a lot of much else. Saw some fun things, ate some good food–stir fry is my weakness–and touched base with an ex because I was in his neck of the woods. We didn’t say more
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