I went to be floating on realization and slightly fearful the universe would walk it back when I woke up. It has not and all is good. I also went to bed after reading an exchange in a group I’m not a member of on Fetlife. About the wall of text women put up covering …
Almost no one called me little red except Mr. Wolf. I didn’t entirely enjoy it even when he did it. Not because it wasn’t a perfectly acceptable variation of my scene name but because part of my brain said he didn’t earn the right to reduce me. I know that’s borderline crazy. He was my …
Before anyone gets excited, there is no one new on the horizon. I am just in thinking mode again which is being spurred by feeling mode. I’m not sure if that’s good or bad given what I’m thinking but it’s all part of the process. I felt what could only be described as a cosmic …
I’ve been busy as fuck lately. Lots of work, lots of driving, lots of taking care of mom and not a lot of much else. Saw some fun things, ate some good food–stir fry is my weakness–and touched base with an ex because I was in his neck of the woods. We didn’t say more …
I’ve been back in classes. I think I may try to do something in depth once a month if I can but that’s not what this post is about. I sat in a class on Butler Books which was kind of fascinating. It’s essentially about creating a book to help focus your service and make …
Prompt: What do you think is the biggest misconception from the outside world regarding BDSM? I am not sure there is one primary one. The two that come to mind the most readily is that people in BDSM are broken in some profound way and that everyone is just into kinky sex without regards to …
Prompt: Are you encouraged to use dirty talk during sexual play? How does it make you feel? I don’t know that I’ve actively been encouraged or discouraged. I tend to say things like fuck me Daddy or hurt me because I’m encouraging more abuse. Typically though I’m just moaning and cumming and slurping and sucking …
You did not get this last night because while I got home early for me, my mother got clingy as all get out–this is red velvet speak for she wanted to hang out and did much longer than I thought BUT she also rubbed my head until I got sleepy so boom trade off. As …
I’ll write the journal stuff later today. I’m up and my brain in churning so I wanted to get things out so I can go to bed. I like gaming. I like reading. I really like games that let me read any choose at least some of the behavior of my characters. Bad writing makes …
Getting things squared away with part of my day to day life has meant I could redirect to work stuff for a bit. I did that more of the day than I planned so I really did forget about this prompt. It’s basic and should be short potentially: Do you live your D/s in secret? …
