i have been pondering this post and offshoots of it for weeks. i don’t have the focus to sit down and write it for some reason and i’m not sure why. i feel kind of like i have bdsm ADHD right now. not because of any one person but because life is weird and i’m […]
when i daydream, it’s about you Read More »
I had one the craziest dreams of my life today. I took a nap after breakfast because my ass has forgotten how to sleep like a normal person. I was watching television and they were interviewing a couple about their process to finding a third partner they mutually found attractive. It seemed unusual for American
sweet dreams are not these Read More »
This will be an odd post so if you aren’t up for that, totally okay. Just go ahead and find something labeled smut or kinky or maybe even violence. Yesterday I was chatting with GN about random things and as the night wore on I asked him something I had been wondering about. Do you
painfully sweet dreams Read More »
Hey Good People, if you are on fetlife then you already know where this post is probably headed. A few nights ago, after a long chat with GN, I had a dream that threw me off balance. The dream itself was a silly one like normal for me when I’ve been tired and I’m finally
Sweet Dreams are Made of…… Read More »
This post will not be shared outside of this site. No one is reading this space and I am aware of that so it’s safer to share here than elsewhere. This post will also ramble so be prepared for whatever foolishness emanates from my fingers coming forward. My brain has to be actively distracted before
Recovery and Unanswered Prayers Read More »
I have been admittedly busy for the last few days so it shouldn’t have been a complete surprise that I slept hard last night and longer than I planned. Meetings at work, taking mom out for errands, making dinner, baking and making ice cream because we made it through the end of another month without
sweet dreams, wet dreams and le petit mort Read More »
Before I went to bed last night I wanted to hear some music but I didn’t want it permeating the house because it was approaching midnight and my forever roommate was nearing sleep if they weren’t already. I had been listening to T Pain’s cover album on spotify and figured I’d just move over to
Amazon music set the vibe, I slept like a baby Read More »
I will post the last of the journal prompts tomorrow which doesn’t quite bring me to a year of posts because I just got over the daily posts. Some of them were repetitive and others were just not applicable. Even though it isn’t up yet, I learned a lot from this exercise of thinking about
a year of submissive guide prompts & i forgot this part Read More »
i woke up randomly today. i shouldn’t say woke up. i never really went to sleep. i was on my way to sleep and then all of a sudden i was wide awake. i logged into fetlife for the first time in a long time and was surprised there were three friend requests and no
insomnia thy name is fuck you very much Read More »
I have these ebbs and flows with my energy, focus, emotions and submission. Yesterday was likely a down day. There’s always too much to do and not enough time to do it in period. I took the day off and let myself feel life. It was good and I got my much needed reset. I
Good Sleep and New Dreams Read More »
