i woke up randomly today. i shouldn’t say woke up. i never really went to sleep. i was on my way to sleep and then all of a sudden i was wide awake. i logged into fetlife for the first time in a long time and was surprised there were three friend requests and no […]
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A few days ago i logged off of Fetlife maybe for the last time. Outside of looking at one man and arbitrarily reading what was on Kinky and Popular, I wasn’t engaging as much as I used to do. The threads started to feel antagonistic or just weren’t interesting to me. That’s a by product
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Y’all, I have been working on completing a project that I thought would be fun to do in conjunction with other people and what I have realized is I can’t ever do this kind of project again lol. Well not without setting some new parameters. Trying to be respectful of my collaborators meant my time
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I’ve been crying off and on for the last hour. It’s the culmination of too much stress and not enough love in my life. The people I reach out to for support have stopped responding. Almost none of them have reached out to me first over the last year. The only kinky person that touched
Life is hectic and things distract me just when I need it most. I was in a funk the last few posts to be sure. I was in my feelings about the Dutchman and why it didn’t work out but the truth of the matter is, it doesn’t matter why it didn’t work out. It
I have been on FetLife probably at least a decade, just checked I signed up in December of 2008. I migrated over there after Dark Connections shuttered it’s very active message board and sent us over to Fet to create a new home. That’s fine. We had a built in community upon arrival which was
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