This post is being partially triggered by a thread on Fetlife entitled constant craving. It sounds/reads like NRE on steroids but also that feeling you have when you are so connected to a partner that you crave their presence and to serve/be served by a particular person. I understand the whole situation but clearly see […]
constant craving, has always been Read More »
Hello People, Not sure who is still reading these posts. I write mostly for me but there’s nothing wrong with that. I am not quite 24 hours back from my international trip. What I have noticed in that time frame is that food tastes off. It’s too salty or greasy and kinda bland unless it’s
receiving something you don’t actually believe in Read More »
only a few of my exes ever felt like they radically shifted my understanding of myself, sacrifice and love in general. that is not to say that the others were not important to me or didn’t impact me in significant ways. it just means that my brain isn’t saying why didn’t that work out about
i keep forgetting we’re not in love anymore part two Read More »
i am two days out from submitting the major project that i have to submit if i want a promotion. not quite two days because i submitted it at 5pm on Friday but close to two days. it took the better part of six months to pull together, remember little meticulous parts of how the
Hey Good People, if you are on fetlife then you already know where this post is probably headed. A few nights ago, after a long chat with GN, I had a dream that threw me off balance. The dream itself was a silly one like normal for me when I’ve been tired and I’m finally
Sweet Dreams are Made of…… Read More »
i’ve been on the verge of sleep for hours and then nothing happens. i’m up on telegram chatting as a result which led me back to look up something on fetlife which led me to my inbox which led me to an old message from someone that was very important to me. it’s a message
insomnia my old friend, we meet again Read More »
I have been admittedly busy for the last few days so it shouldn’t have been a complete surprise that I slept hard last night and longer than I planned. Meetings at work, taking mom out for errands, making dinner, baking and making ice cream because we made it through the end of another month without
sweet dreams, wet dreams and le petit mort Read More »
So I have a lot to do today. Normally, I’d sleep until 45 minutes before I needed to get started but I woke up with the alarm and stayed up for a change. Yesterday or the day before if we’re being time specific (y’all the days are blurring together with the sleep issues), I sent
up early, not feeling broken, still a little lonely Read More »
I’ve been mulling this post over in my head for a few days. I’m sure I’ve written something like it before but I haven’t the motivation to go track it down in a decade plus of writings. I’ve been very slowly reengaging with my kinky self and in doing so have had a few things
Come Join My Circus, I’m Recruiting Read More »
I didn’t get enough of it but I got some good sleep last night. Then I got the toss and turn as 7 am hit and my bladder said bitch get out of bed. It allowed me to see that Novak won before it got too late in the day and to have an epiphany
good sleep is a blessing Read More »
