i am two days out from submitting the major project that i have to submit if i want a promotion. not quite two days because i submitted it at 5pm on Friday but close to two days. it took the better part of six months to pull together, remember little meticulous parts of how the …
Hey Good People, if you are on fetlife then you already know where this post is probably headed. A few nights ago, after a long chat with GN, I had a dream that threw me off balance. The dream itself was a silly one like normal for me when I’ve been tired and I’m finally …
i’ve been on the verge of sleep for hours and then nothing happens. i’m up on telegram chatting as a result which led me back to look up something on fetlife which led me to my inbox which led me to an old message from someone that was very important to me. it’s a message …
I have been admittedly busy for the last few days so it shouldn’t have been a complete surprise that I slept hard last night and longer than I planned. Meetings at work, taking mom out for errands, making dinner, baking and making ice cream because we made it through the end of another month without …
So I have a lot to do today. Normally, I’d sleep until 45 minutes before I needed to get started but I woke up with the alarm and stayed up for a change. Yesterday or the day before if we’re being time specific (y’all the days are blurring together with the sleep issues), I sent …
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I’ve been mulling this post over in my head for a few days. I’m sure I’ve written something like it before but I haven’t the motivation to go track it down in a decade plus of writings. I’ve been very slowly reengaging with my kinky self and in doing so have had a few things …
I didn’t get enough of it but I got some good sleep last night. Then I got the toss and turn as 7 am hit and my bladder said bitch get out of bed. It allowed me to see that Novak won before it got too late in the day and to have an epiphany …
i was scrolling Twitter yesterday and someone posed the question: are you really good being single or have you accepted it because that’s all you’ve ever known. i was struck by that because it made me think was i really good being single. and i sat with that for a while. i really am. i …
A few days ago i logged off of Fetlife maybe for the last time. Outside of looking at one man and arbitrarily reading what was on Kinky and Popular, I wasn’t engaging as much as I used to do. The threads started to feel antagonistic or just weren’t interesting to me. That’s a by product …
I started on this post a few hours ago and then got distracted. I do that though so I wasn’t feeling upset about that. It let me settle into my thoughts more and come at this from a different perspective. I am not a huge horoscope girl. I read them from time to time just …
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