i was scrolling Twitter yesterday and someone posed the question: are you really good being single or have you accepted it because that’s all you’ve ever known. i was struck by that because it made me think was i really good being single. and i sat with that for a while. i really am. i […]
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A few days ago i logged off of Fetlife maybe for the last time. Outside of looking at one man and arbitrarily reading what was on Kinky and Popular, I wasn’t engaging as much as I used to do. The threads started to feel antagonistic or just weren’t interesting to me. That’s a by product
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I started on this post a few hours ago and then got distracted. I do that though so I wasn’t feeling upset about that. It let me settle into my thoughts more and come at this from a different perspective. I am not a huge horoscope girl. I read them from time to time just
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prompt: if you have a list of rules, how often are they sorted through, changed or additions made? don’t have them now, didn’t have them before so they were never sorted through, changed or additions made. as i have mentioned over the last few posts i don’t know how i would have reacted even if
Prompt for today: If SM is part of your dynamic, explain how pain works for you. Is it a sexual turn-on, a healing release, a spiritual moment, a session of giving? So I read this question and then had to realize that pain is not a part of everyone’s dynamic. This may be one
to quote the princess bride: life is pain Read More »
i don’t always say what i want to say here because i’m not sure who is reading it. that’s dumb because as best i can tell the only people reading this are bots and me. i don’t want to make people uncomfortable but i don’t have anyone to talk about this stuff with anymore. i’m
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I debated posting this to my private blog but you’ve seen the relationships play out in public so this is just another step along that path. I couldn’t sleep last night, clearly, which is why I was up blogging before I went to bed. I am not sure why I went and click on an
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prompt: describe a mistake you made recently, big or small. how did you deal with it? so many but some would out me with work soooooooo i will just discuss the one that won’t. i mentioned before that i did a dumb thing. but that dumb thing is moving me forward. sometimes i get this
might be catching a cold, meh Read More »
I really do need to get back to working out. My body was unhappy with me and the partial plow job I did yesterday. I slept hard as shit but when I woke up there were random aches and pains that under other circumstances would have made me smile like a big old happy fat
Sunday Soreness, Deep Sleep and Cute Kids Read More »
i don’t have a lot of words right now so i’ll focus on the prompt: do the people in your life understand you well? is there something you wish they knew about you that you’ve kept hidden so far? conversely, is there anyone who understands you better than you know yourself? in my current life
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