i am almost always thinking about twelve things which would make the adhd thing make more sense. but i get 11 of the 12 things done most of the time and that doesn’t track. i haven’t checked in on my exes in a while. they haven’t checked in on me either for the most part […]
my head is a weird place Read More »
I read symbolism into things when I shouldn’t sometimes. I got very annoyed a few months ago because everything kept randomly flashing back to Amsterdam/The Netherlands when I was trying to sort out whatever emotions had been stirred up while I was there for my birthday. Pet insurance commercials, random shit on the radio, nail
new beginnings, possibly in old places Read More »
i am officially off work for the week and outside of some nagging tasks my plan is to do a lot of nothing. it’s why i went on a “i can make all this from scratch” binge yesterday and made chicken fried steak and garlic cilantro mashed potatoes. i was so tired when i was
contraction before expansion Read More »
i have been pondering this post and offshoots of it for weeks. i don’t have the focus to sit down and write it for some reason and i’m not sure why. i feel kind of like i have bdsm ADHD right now. not because of any one person but because life is weird and i’m
when i daydream, it’s about you Read More »
i’m sitting in bed, happy that the “just in case food” can just be dinner tonight. the projected snowpacalypse has sputtered for now. i am nursing a small HS flare but considering i haven’t had one at all in the last month or so i’ll take it. i’m been very deliberately creating room and space
thank goodness for small favors Read More »
I started writing this last night under a different title but the words wouldn’t come together. When I woke up from my post breakfast nap, it all kind of crystalized in my mind. I could have called this Life as an Onion and it would have been just as accurate. I realized over the last
A Community of One Read More »
i literally don’t know who is still reading this but thanks for stopping by all the same. i am three days removed from a much needed renewing vacation to my favorite place on the planet other than my hometowns. thinking about it now still makes me smile because in the many decades i’ve been on
Duolingo just had Duocon. A nerdy hour to let us know what they were rolling out soon. Talking to a cranky teenager, math and music lessons, and adventures. I think we have to pay for item one and three but I can only do that if I choose to switch back to primarily learning French
kies mij~choisis-moi Read More »
A million years ago I wrote a poem called Surfacing. I wrote it around the time I was finally feeling free of a vanilla relationship. I tend to cocoon myself when I’m healing. However this time frame it felt like I was drowning and couldn’t get my breath. Then suddenly I was surface side up
I saw a post on fetlife that I did love and still do about what if the man whose kink is being fully dressed while the woman he’s with is totally naked doesn’t want to fuck you. What he just wants to make you orgasm over and over again until you are just a blathering
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