I had one the craziest dreams of my life today. I took a nap after breakfast because my ass has forgotten how to sleep like a normal person. I was watching television and they were interviewing a couple about their process to finding a third partner they mutually found attractive. It seemed unusual for American […]
sweet dreams are not these Read More »
i grew up in Texas primarily. around the middle of elementary school is when i recall actively celebrating Juneteenth. can’t tell you when didn’t do it earlier than that but i don’t remember it. the one thing i really remember is us doing peaceful things. there may be a barbecue in a local park. there
on the eve of my extra Black co-opted holiday Read More »
Hello People, Not sure who is still reading these posts. I write mostly for me but there’s nothing wrong with that. I am not quite 24 hours back from my international trip. What I have noticed in that time frame is that food tastes off. It’s too salty or greasy and kinda bland unless it’s
receiving something you don’t actually believe in Read More »
That may not be entirely accurate. I guess I could have discovered him before but for whatever reason I didn’t. He died a few months after my last trip to Amsterdam. I was mired in my own loss so I don’t think I was looking outward towards any other life and their suffering. His art
Matthew Wong died before I could discover him Read More »
i opened this hours ago to write this post but didn’t get around to it. i was watching the katt williams special with mom, waiting for the next kendrick drop and generally just minding my business. i briefly hopped on fetlife and debated sending messages to folks. reading the little i read made me change
tell no lies about me and i will tell no truths about you or whatever kendrick said Read More »
I have been busy like normal and it has helped me clarify a few things. Well mostly. So a few days ago, maybe a week, I made a decision not to visit fet again if no one was looking for me or interacting with me. My happy spaces there kept declining. I wasn’t making new
if it’s really over Read More »
I am not a morning person. If I am up and perky in the morning it’s because I probably haven’t been asleep yet and I’m just high from sleep deprivation. I say all that to set the stage for me not having actually seen the words come out of her mouth but reading them later.
When Regina King becomes a sage…. Read More »
i couldn’t think of a title for this and the presenter i’m observing right now just mentioned that phrase and it worked. we are discussing vetting partners in the scene and what that means for each of us. i have vetted literally no one lol. mostly because i don’t play in public and i meet
approach with caution lol Read More »
i was doing well, i am doing well, i’m kind of a mess. not sure why i felt compelled to go to Dutch’s page today but i was. i had thought about it when i knew we were headed back to Amsterdam because i didn’t want him to see me randomly and be shocked but
when it’s over, that’s the time i fall…. Read More »
Hey Folks, This will be potentially be a weird post so if you’re not in the mood for that, take a minute and go find something else that may intrigue you. All righty. We are five days out from the end of the year as I write this. It’s been an odd one for me.
and a new year is upon us Read More »
