I’ve been mulling this post over in my head for a few days. I’m sure I’ve written something like it before but I haven’t the motivation to go track it down in a decade plus of writings. I’ve been very slowly reengaging with my kinky self and in doing so have had a few things …
okay so i am listening to that but i’m actually in a good mood and like breathing so really i’m okay with living. i was having an annoying painful flare up but finally went in and saw the dermatologist who gave me an injection and i feel like a whole person again. may change some …
just want somebody to die for and other randomness Read More »
prompt for today: do you struggle with depression? how has being a submissive helped you recover? i have some issues with this question but i’ll get to that in a second. i do not struggle with depression. have i had moments were i felt depressed. really pretty sure that i have but it’s not perpetual, …
sorry didn’t have a good title and that song is playing right now. i’ve been listening to music for the last few hours. having to play my own dj while i process is intriguing. i think i know where i’m going and then something flips the mood and i’m off in another direction. i’ve been …
i’ll get to the prompts in a second. i know i missed one yesterday but i really just forgot about it. i went to bed after hearing the news that russia opted to be asshats and that the rest of the world had little resources to help defend the target of russian aggression. let me …
I’ve been looking forward to today for a while. I had limited meetings. I was meeting with my doctor to figure out how to use my HSA to fund some much needed exercise intervention and a massage was rounding out the day. All of that happened but with the extra added bonus of the verdict …
Gonna be honest, this week feels different than the first. While the topics were exposing much more of my submissive life, writing about them didn’t feel as invasive as the first week. Not sure what was different except maybe these were more about sex and connection which I process constantly so they don’t feel as …
I think too long and too hard about things. I pick things apart and wonder what I missed. I want people to express themselves the same way I do. I realize they won’t do that no matter how many times I want that to be the case. I try to make peace with what …
everything is hard because my brain makes it so lol Read More »
rocking out peacefully to some Sam Smith right now. lots of information has been coming in at me this week when it comes to my relationship patterns and partners. it’s caused some tears, some aggravation, some anger and some catharsis. i made bad decisions and i need to own some of that. not in loving …
i choose me and i know that makes me selfish love Read More »
If you watched a lot of Def Comedy Jam you’ll be able to finish that sentence. If not, either go watch or do a google search. I’m not planning on disappearing. Just wanted something that made me smile when I started typing. As I have made yet another journey around the sun and have settled …