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Come Join My Circus, I’m Recruiting

I’ve been mulling this post over in my head for a few days.  I’m sure I’ve written something like it before but I haven’t the motivation to go track it down in a decade plus of writings.  I’ve been very slowly reengaging with my kinky self and in doing so have had a few things …

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long day, good work, need a vacation

prompt for today: do you struggle with depression? how has being a submissive helped you recover?  i have some issues with this question but i’ll get to that in a second.  i do not struggle with depression.  have i had moments were i felt depressed.  really pretty sure that i have but it’s not perpetual, …

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It’s Friday and it’s been a mixed bag

I’ve been looking forward to today for a while.  I had limited meetings.  I was meeting with my doctor to figure out how to use my HSA to fund some much needed exercise intervention and a massage was rounding out the day.  All of that happened but with the extra added bonus of the verdict …

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i choose me and i know that makes me selfish love

rocking out peacefully to some Sam Smith right now.  lots of information has been coming in at me this week when it comes to my relationship patterns and partners.  it’s caused some tears, some aggravation, some anger and some catharsis.  i made bad decisions and i need to own some of that.  not in loving …

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