I read symbolism into things when I shouldn’t sometimes. I got very annoyed a few months ago because everything kept randomly flashing back to Amsterdam/The Netherlands when I was trying to sort out whatever emotions had been stirred up while I was there for my birthday. Pet insurance commercials, random shit on the radio, nail […]
new beginnings, possibly in old places Read More »
i’ve been chatting with folks about different things and keep coming to the same conclusion. my heart is perpetually open to new experiences when i’m healthy. while i’m healing, i’m rehashing and wondering what i could have done differently to not be in the middle of healing again. once i’m on that precipice of healed
i hear music, all the time Read More »
I know y’all are wondering why in the world is she still talking about Jill Scott and there’s a reason for it. Essence Festival streamed this year and Saturday night Jill took the stage and did what Jill does. It reminded me of all the times she was playing in the background and made me
Why Megan Thee Stallion and Jill Scott will both get me in trouble Read More »
music is moving me as of late. i’m going to link a song i want you to play as you are listening or to get your mind where mine is as i am writing this. okay if you don’t know india.arie you should learn her. i have been feeling lots of things lately and i
you are a beautiful surprise Read More »
This post will not be shared outside of this site. No one is reading this space and I am aware of that so it’s safer to share here than elsewhere. This post will also ramble so be prepared for whatever foolishness emanates from my fingers coming forward. My brain has to be actively distracted before
Recovery and Unanswered Prayers Read More »
I finally figured out why you couldn’t see the old background and I think I’m gonna rock with that for a bit. I got the white blocks under the sidebar. It’s not touching the frame yet but let’s do this bit by bit. I updated the logo and it’s temporary to be sure. I may
been tinkering, with the site and my thoughts about life Read More »
I’ve been mulling this post over in my head for a few days. I’m sure I’ve written something like it before but I haven’t the motivation to go track it down in a decade plus of writings. I’ve been very slowly reengaging with my kinky self and in doing so have had a few things
Come Join My Circus, I’m Recruiting Read More »
okay so i am listening to that but i’m actually in a good mood and like breathing so really i’m okay with living. i was having an annoying painful flare up but finally went in and saw the dermatologist who gave me an injection and i feel like a whole person again. may change some
just want somebody to die for and other randomness Read More »
prompt for today: do you struggle with depression? how has being a submissive helped you recover? i have some issues with this question but i’ll get to that in a second. i do not struggle with depression. have i had moments were i felt depressed. really pretty sure that i have but it’s not perpetual,
long day, good work, need a vacation Read More »
sorry didn’t have a good title and that song is playing right now. i’ve been listening to music for the last few hours. having to play my own dj while i process is intriguing. i think i know where i’m going and then something flips the mood and i’m off in another direction. i’ve been
we had magic and this is tragic Read More »
