I contemplated making this a string of Usher song quotes because I’ve been listening to him for the last hour or so, having a little concert and minding my business while dinner is chilling in the slow cooker. But legitimately I don’t have the brain power to do that right now. I had a flare […]
i am two days out from submitting the major project that i have to submit if i want a promotion. not quite two days because i submitted it at 5pm on Friday but close to two days. it took the better part of six months to pull together, remember little meticulous parts of how the
Image taken from Ambient Geek Sleep Aids It’s very much feast or famine for me some days when it comes to the energy I have to expend and the ways in which I am willing to expend it. I have felt that energy depleting lately and honestly I don’t particularly like it. There’s just not
This post will not be shared outside of this site. No one is reading this space and I am aware of that so it’s safer to share here than elsewhere. This post will also ramble so be prepared for whatever foolishness emanates from my fingers coming forward. My brain has to be actively distracted before
It’s been a long month. I thought it would be a smooth slide into the new year but it has not been. Instead, I’ve been presenting a lot, driving a lot, eating out too much, not sleeping enough, trying to manage my stress and health so nothing gets triggered and trying to squash the random
Prompt for today: Shakespeare Sonnet 57 This would be easier to relate to if I identified as a slave but as I do not then I cannot process. My life hasn’t been my own in so long I don’t know what to do. I work and am independent but it’s because I need to be
I am tired. A kind of bone weary, don’t see the point of this bullshit tired that hasn’t happened in a long long time and I have not missed it. When my dad got sick, we had a lot of talks about what he wanted me to do if he was no longer with me.