Prompt for today: If SM is part of your dynamic, explain how pain works for you. Is it a sexual turn-on, a healing release, a spiritual moment, a session of giving? So I read this question and then had to realize that pain is not a part of everyone’s dynamic. This may be one […]
to quote the princess bride: life is pain Read More »
Have you ever had a moment where you just needed to cry? Not wanted to, not forced to because of circumstances but needed to because things were broken. Perhaps you were broken and tears were the only way to start healing. I’ve talked about this before with people I’m teaching. When you’ve been logical or
It’s Beyond Me, I Cannot Carry the Weight of the Heavy World Read More »
So on my commute to work and back the last few days a song I was obsessed with months ago keeps playing and it seems fitting given my current mental and emotional state. Shortly after that song plays a new song that I’m slightly obsessed with also plays. It’s an interesting juxtaposition of mood but
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Anyone who has been around here for a while knows I listen to music as much as I can and firmly believe that some songs pop up when I need to hear them. It’s raining right now. Slow, soft, enough to make me miss people I cared about but not so much that I’m worried
It’s raining and I’m (Re)hearing Music Read More »
I hear music and I’m sure you’re wondering why I’m making this pronouncement. As I go about my day and I think about my life and the things that must be get done, I hear music and it makes me think of you. Some of it makes me smile and other things make me wistful
I may or may not have mentioned my ongoing lust fest with Adam Levine here. I have loved Maroon 5 since the first cd was released many moons ago. My visual assault of the adorkable wonder that is housed in frontman Adam didn’t come about until the second cd hit. He was scruffier, he was
Adam Levine….Le Sigh Read More »
Ok not LITERALLY Nick Jonas but whomever is inspiring/helping him write some of his new stuff totally has a hotline into my brain. I will crank up Jealous in the car as long as it not the remix. I like when men get jealous over the girl with the big brain and used to be
I think I love Nick Jonas Read More »
So I love this movie and this scene captures at least part of the title of this post. Every day we wake there is the distinct possibility that things could go horribly horribly awry. Be it with work, life, love, the sheer act of existence means there’s a risk of shit hitting the proverbial fan.
Life is Pain and love might be too Read More »
Do you all remember the Vanessa Williams’ song of a similar title as this blog post? It’s much more appropriate for this diatribe that is about to be unleashed than oh let’s say Christopher Williams’ I’m Dreamin’ which while catchy implies that one is really awake and enjoying life. I have been having vivid dreams
So yeah I’ve been absent a bit again. I really didn’t have much to say and was considering just shutting things down permanently. That didn’t seem to make a lot of sense because I come here to vent and where would I do that if I wasn’t in this space. Anyway, as I’ve been driving
