So four months in and we have already run the gamut of emotions. I have a clearer idea of what I want and who I am but I don’t think I’m experiencing what I thought I would. That’s not to say it’s bad. It’s just not what I was thinking about when I started. […]
Recap Post: Week 16 Read More »
I haven’t done one of these in a while for no other reason than I was being lazy or was tired or was in pain. I have none of those excuses today so I figured I’d try to sum up the last few weeks. I have run the gamut of emotions with these prompts
Fifteen and Counting: Recap and what not Read More »
I wish I felt better about my place in kink right now. I’m accomplishing so many other things that I was excited about doing from last year now except this feels like a heavy weight sitting on my chest with no way to let it go. I threw away lots of old things today.
Recap: Ten Weeks, 70 Prompts, One Broken-ish Submissive Read More »
I am desperately ready for a break in all the things I have to think about on a regular basis. I’m not sure that will happen before we move but it will happen. We’ll unpack slowly and we’ll restart our lives in the next wave. I want to relax. I want to be embraced.
Inifinte Breakdowns: Week Eight Recap Read More »
So I will say I started this last week and only go one sentence in. This sentence—-> I’ve been watching crap TV all day but thankfully one of those adventures got me onto new to me but old music by Train which will be good Christmas listening. The movie was typical Hallmark filter and
Six & Seven Weeks In: Recap Post Read More »
This is clearly late but I’ve been in a convention for the last four days and honestly I didn’t have a lot to say about the last week. I may have been surprised by a few things but nothing that made me feel like I was doing this massive self discovery. I think what
Failure to Summarize: End of Week 5 Read More »
I just got through crying and I can say it had nothing to do with my submission or my single status. Someone shared one of those military parents reuniting with children after a long absence videos and boy those are good for a few cleansing tears. This week was about healing and pushing forward. I
Weekly Recap: 4 Weeks, 28 or so posts Read More »
This week was fine in terms of what I needed to write about. Nothing overwhelmingly triggering except maybe discussing my one and only foray into polyamory crashing and burning. The prompts for this week are things I have already processed to some degree. Things with Emperor were never peaches and cream so it doesn’t
Weekly Recap: Three Weeks In + Sad Read More »
Gonna be honest, this week feels different than the first. While the topics were exposing much more of my submissive life, writing about them didn’t feel as invasive as the first week. Not sure what was different except maybe these were more about sex and connection which I process constantly so they don’t feel as
Second Week Recap & More Read More »
This is the second Sunday post but I wanted to do this because I have been thinking a lot since I posted he earlier prompt. I opted to make a recap post for the week just to process the whole experience. I don’t know if I’ll keep up the whole weekly recap thing but
