Before anyone gets excited, there is no one new on the horizon. I am just in thinking mode again which is being spurred by feeling mode. I’m not sure if that’s good or bad given what I’m thinking but it’s all part of the process. I felt what could only be described as a cosmic […]
Feeling things again Read More »
So I have a lot to do today. Normally, I’d sleep until 45 minutes before I needed to get started but I woke up with the alarm and stayed up for a change. Yesterday or the day before if we’re being time specific (y’all the days are blurring together with the sleep issues), I sent
up early, not feeling broken, still a little lonely Read More »
And I don’t mean in that my field of fucks is barren kind of way. I mean in that God this man is getting on my nerves but arguing is not going to solve it and sleep won’t fix it. We just have to fuck ourselves into a stupor and maybe somewhere in the post-coital
Feels like a day for an angry fuck Read More »
It’s been a long month. I thought it would be a smooth slide into the new year but it has not been. Instead, I’ve been presenting a lot, driving a lot, eating out too much, not sleeping enough, trying to manage my stress and health so nothing gets triggered and trying to squash the random
lately i can’t seem to get you off my mind Read More »
Anyone that knows me knows that I am not a huge Alicia Keys fan even though I give her mad props as a pianist and songwriter. Her voice doesn’t vibe with me usually. This song seemed appropriate for the post so I’d like to acknowledge her in this moment. Not the whole song, just the
you don’t know my name lol Read More »
i’ll get to the prompts in a second. i know i missed one yesterday but i really just forgot about it. i went to bed after hearing the news that russia opted to be asshats and that the rest of the world had little resources to help defend the target of russian aggression. let me
the world is big wonderful and scary Read More »
It’s been an interesting two weeks hasn’t it boys and girls. New strains of COVID popping up, not enough people vaccinated, getting back to work, enjoying single life, an attempted coup and an all points bulletin for more violence ahead of the inauguration. And this is all before the end of the month. I’ve noticed
Happy Fucking New Year Read More »
There are days I wonder why I even bothered to get out of bed. Sleeping was good, dreams were good and no one could piss me the fuck off. If you are my Fetlife friend, you may have correctly guessed that was one of those days. After a rough week of just being Black in
Sitting in my peace Read More »
I’ve been chatting it up with one of my exes a lot lately. Mostly as I process and work through complicated grieving I’m having related to another ex. That’s awkward at best but it’s been useful. I probably need to sage this space as I told grief invoking ex that too much of it reminds
It’s the first week of August and that would normally mean I’m in a random city to attend a work conference but that got moved back to next week. This week I’m going another annual work thing that has not felt as good as it normally does but as it comes to an end tomorrow
Blocking Boomerangs Read More »
