I have been busy like normal and it has helped me clarify a few things. Well mostly. So a few days ago, maybe a week, I made a decision not to visit fet again if no one was looking for me or interacting with me. My happy spaces there kept declining. I wasn’t making new […]
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I am not a morning person. If I am up and perky in the morning it’s because I probably haven’t been asleep yet and I’m just high from sleep deprivation. I say all that to set the stage for me not having actually seen the words come out of her mouth but reading them later.
When Regina King becomes a sage…. Read More »
i couldn’t think of a title for this and the presenter i’m observing right now just mentioned that phrase and it worked. we are discussing vetting partners in the scene and what that means for each of us. i have vetted literally no one lol. mostly because i don’t play in public and i meet
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i was doing well, i am doing well, i’m kind of a mess. not sure why i felt compelled to go to Dutch’s page today but i was. i had thought about it when i knew we were headed back to Amsterdam because i didn’t want him to see me randomly and be shocked but
when it’s over, that’s the time i fall…. Read More »
Hey Folks, This will be potentially be a weird post so if you’re not in the mood for that, take a minute and go find something else that may intrigue you. All righty. We are five days out from the end of the year as I write this. It’s been an odd one for me.
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I am a December kid. It’s something I have always enjoyed because my parents never made me choose between my birthday and Christmas. And when I was much younger folks liked partying with me because it was a fun thing to do as school was ending and before Christmas hit. I like it now because
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I need to be going to sleep. I’ve been moving it feels like non stop for almost two weeks. And I still have four more days of why are we doing this right now before it eases up for another few days. But I heard a song in my head and it has made it
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I was chatting with GN earlier and told him that I was proud of myself for not slipping back into checking out what my former Dom was doing. This is a weird conversation to have with another former Dom but we’re friends now like we were before we were in a dynamic so it’s not
detoxifying and sobriety Read More »
I contemplated making this a string of Usher song quotes because I’ve been listening to him for the last hour or so, having a little concert and minding my business while dinner is chilling in the slow cooker. But legitimately I don’t have the brain power to do that right now. I had a flare
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My mind can be a jumble sometimes. I think that’s why I keep busy because in those moments I don’t have the time or energy to overthink. I have been told that I overthink because I’m trying to cover all the angles because my brain is outpacing the folks around me. I don’t believe that
