Prompt for today: How will you become a clear mirror if you resent being polished? I am polished routinely. I am a Black woman in America who is frequently told by all manner of people that I am not enough. Sometimes they are right and I work on me. Other times they are mean and […]
I’m tired y’all. The kind of tired that sleep doesn’t fix. The kind that a vacation may assist with but may not cure either. I routinely keep my feelings to myself about lots of things because if I’m not careful then folks will swear I’m being mean as hell. Some days I may be and
This will be a double up day Read More »
okay so i am listening to that but i’m actually in a good mood and like breathing so really i’m okay with living. i was having an annoying painful flare up but finally went in and saw the dermatologist who gave me an injection and i feel like a whole person again. may change some
just want somebody to die for and other randomness Read More »
i woke up randomly today. i shouldn’t say woke up. i never really went to sleep. i was on my way to sleep and then all of a sudden i was wide awake. i logged into fetlife for the first time in a long time and was surprised there were three friend requests and no
insomnia thy name is fuck you very much Read More »
Prompt for today: Everyone can be great because everyone can serve. Maybe but everyone doesn’t serve, doesn’t want to serve and wouldn’t take direction on how to serve. Prompt for tomorrow: D/s is a graded activity, levels to accomplish, there is unacceptable behavior and performance. Meh I guess. Prompt for Tuesday: Go confidently in the
Prompt for today: Shakespeare Sonnet 57 This would be easier to relate to if I identified as a slave but as I do not then I cannot process. My life hasn’t been my own in so long I don’t know what to do. I work and am independent but it’s because I need to be
I am tired. A kind of bone weary, don’t see the point of this bullshit tired that hasn’t happened in a long long time and I have not missed it. When my dad got sick, we had a lot of talks about what he wanted me to do if he was no longer with me.
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Prompt for today: Competence and self-confidence eliminates the need for jealousy. I don’t know about this one. Jealousy for me at least stems more from lack of validation or inconsistency than it does any kind of lack of self-confidence or competence. That could be because I’m a Black woman and I have to have both
My fault this is late. I tried to do this a few days back because I knew it was going to be a hot mess of a weekend and then the system acted goofy and I gave up and yep then I forgot about it. Prompt for today: The needs of a Dominant and submissive
Prompt for today: Learning about other things and people teaches us about ourselves. I believe that to be true. I love learning new things and about new people and it enriches my life to do so. Prompt for tomorrow: Be childlike in exploring new things but grown up when interacting with people. Always asking questions
