i read something earlier that i maybe needed to see before but who knows how i would have received it, i keep stressing myself out wondering why these people that i turned myself inside out for don’t want me anymore and the truth is it doesn’t matter, they don’t and never will, i could run […]
late night realizations and heartbreak and anger and resolve Read More »
It’s been a long month. I thought it would be a smooth slide into the new year but it has not been. Instead, I’ve been presenting a lot, driving a lot, eating out too much, not sleeping enough, trying to manage my stress and health so nothing gets triggered and trying to squash the random
lately i can’t seem to get you off my mind Read More »
i don’t know that it cured the ills but it helped them out at least. i woke up after a set of frantic dreams and one pretty mundane one as it involved me vacuuming for some reason. i was and maybe still am a little exhausted. i worked every day this week, had more meetings
deep sleep can cure a litany of ills Read More »
y’all it’s almost the year of the rabbit. this makes me happy because i was born in the year of the rabbit and really hadn’t thought about this birthday was a finished cycle of twelve. normally it means good things are on tap and you will be pleasantly surprised. i need a little of that.
brand new year, sorta same old me Read More »
Your deafening silence is cool. I’m not sure how I’d respond to a valid comment instead of the spam and requests for random sponsorships for things that have nothing to do with my blog. I’ve been doing some work this week after doing jack shit for a week. I liked that week but since I
We aren’t quite at Christmas, we are in the midst of Hanukkah and Kwanzaa is upcoming. So is the start of another year. I’ve made it through another birthday and that was actually fantastic. I’m off until the new year. I’m really in a good place mentally and not distressed which is new for me.
it’s almost time for our yearly reboot Read More »
Anyone that knows me knows that I am not a huge Alicia Keys fan even though I give her mad props as a pianist and songwriter. Her voice doesn’t vibe with me usually. This song seemed appropriate for the post so I’d like to acknowledge her in this moment. Not the whole song, just the
you don’t know my name lol Read More »
i was scrolling Twitter yesterday and someone posed the question: are you really good being single or have you accepted it because that’s all you’ve ever known. i was struck by that because it made me think was i really good being single. and i sat with that for a while. i really am. i
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I may have just told a lie on twitter lol. I mean not entirely. Someone asked the single folks how many more rounds of talking to someone we had left in us and I was maybe more confident than I should have been. I am really good being single in the sense that it would
where are you man that i am not really searching for Read More »
If Wakanda had an entry port and a visa program, I’d probably be on the first thing smoking right now. I need to be ensconced in Black space right now and my most recent trip to Atlanta gave me none of that unfortunately. I left FetLife and while I miss what it used to be,
dreaming of wakanda Read More »
