My brain is a cavernous place sometimes that I don’t encourage the average person to try to explore. It’s messy in there. It’s filled with the odd booby trap or twelve. And I’m pretty sure there’s a slightly manic seven year old with some killer baking skills who might feed you till you explode. I’m […]
For those of you that remember Prince please take a moment to remember U Got The Look. I’d link it for you but as much as I love my purple boo thing I’m not trying to meet him in court. Unless maybe we’re settling a palimony lawsuit after we’ve spent a decade together and I’ve
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I think too much. I do it often unless I make myself stop. I do it even more when I’m not feeling well which has been my life since a week ago at this point. I want to know the when and the why and what might be better or good enough and when will
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This may not turn into a full on primer post but I have been thinking about things a lot lately, as I am often prone to do when my life is going well. I nitpick at things and wonder what I could be better or what is keeping me semi stuck. Really nothing is except
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I have posted here more this year than my vanilla blog and I guess that’s because I’m making more revelations in my D/s life than I am in my vanilla world. That’s not good or bad. I tend to swing one way or the other with new discoveries. I’m okay, been tired a lot lately
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Those of you of a certain age or with certain musical leanings will immediately know where the following lyrics come from. If you don’t know, google and expand your musical knowledge please and thank you. Maybe I’m just too demandingMaybe I’m just like my father too boldMaybe you’re just like my motherShe’s never satisfied (She’s
I remember this movie being horribly depressing as a child. Not because it had to be but because who wants to the be last of anything. That would suck. Turns out (spoiler alert if you haven’t seen the movie) there were others or she could make others anyway it turns out all happy in the
This easily could have just been a poem or stream of consciousness post but it seems to make sense to tie this into the primer series. This is about cravings. Specifically my cravings. I don’t crave much truthfully. A well cooked steak when I’m tired and don’t want to cook. Sugar when I am a
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I have been contemplating this post for a few days. Things have taken a turn this weekend that made it more prevalent to put fingers to keyboard and try to express my thoughts. I have stated before that I have not done poly prior to now. I have said repeatedly it’s because I have a
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I am struggling to figure out what what I want to be doing and when and where right now. I am happier than I have been right now in a lot of ways. Work is good, my long suffering stomach is mellowed the hell out, I have clicked with a trainer, I’m losing weight, I’m
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