I’m up making cookies after a semi-productive day. Made dinner for the next few nights and had a meeting. Going to do some work and prepare a presentation tomorrow. Secretly hoping it snows so I can stay home but hey whatever. I’ll get paid if I do make it to the presentation so woosah. And […]
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i started this post like three days ago and never got back to it. that’s probably a good thing because a lot has happened since then and i’m feeling an entirely different way. i’ve been in a lot of kink related zoom meetings lately and am starting to feel like there’s a small community out
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I’ve been mulling this post over in my head for a few days. I’m sure I’ve written something like it before but I haven’t the motivation to go track it down in a decade plus of writings. I’ve been very slowly reengaging with my kinky self and in doing so have had a few things
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I am trying to practice showing and giving grace in my life. I’m patient with my coworkers when I need to be and I am trying to take care of my own demands as well. Splitting up my work and resting when I should. I’m also staying on top of the medications in my life
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I didn’t get enough of it but I got some good sleep last night. Then I got the toss and turn as 7 am hit and my bladder said bitch get out of bed. It allowed me to see that Novak won before it got too late in the day and to have an epiphany
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i read something earlier that i maybe needed to see before but who knows how i would have received it, i keep stressing myself out wondering why these people that i turned myself inside out for don’t want me anymore and the truth is it doesn’t matter, they don’t and never will, i could run
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It’s been a long month. I thought it would be a smooth slide into the new year but it has not been. Instead, I’ve been presenting a lot, driving a lot, eating out too much, not sleeping enough, trying to manage my stress and health so nothing gets triggered and trying to squash the random
lately i can’t seem to get you off my mind Read More »
i don’t know that it cured the ills but it helped them out at least. i woke up after a set of frantic dreams and one pretty mundane one as it involved me vacuuming for some reason. i was and maybe still am a little exhausted. i worked every day this week, had more meetings
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y’all it’s almost the year of the rabbit. this makes me happy because i was born in the year of the rabbit and really hadn’t thought about this birthday was a finished cycle of twelve. normally it means good things are on tap and you will be pleasantly surprised. i need a little of that.
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Your deafening silence is cool. I’m not sure how I’d respond to a valid comment instead of the spam and requests for random sponsorships for things that have nothing to do with my blog. I’ve been doing some work this week after doing jack shit for a week. I liked that week but since I
