This blog has been around almost as long as I have allowed myself to engage in the lifestyle. I renewed the domain not too long ago because I wasn’t sure I was ready to let it go. It, or my place within the lifestyle. Honestly, I keep playing that about in my head and I’m […]
I am tired. A year plus of working in masks, trying to do my job well, not murdering dumb people who won’t wear masks, not traveling, having to pivot with little to no warning, and fighting with my body is killing me. I’ve been bugging my mother to massage my scalp. It helps with hair
i’m still struggling Read More »
Life is hectic and things distract me just when I need it most. I was in a funk the last few posts to be sure. I was in my feelings about the Dutchman and why it didn’t work out but the truth of the matter is, it doesn’t matter why it didn’t work out. It
this post will likely be a hot mess so if you keep reading you have been warned. i have known that i was a submissive for twenty years. in that time it was never fully safe for me to be out and about in the community but the internet made it easier to connect to
I should be asleep. I’m up eating ice cream instead, Whiskey Biz to be exact. I have a presentation to give in the morning and while I will probably be fine, my mouth can get reckless when I haven’t slept as much as I need to sometimes. I’m not sure it will matter in this
Ben & Jerry’s are my besties Read More »
I’ve been meaning to post for a few days and honestly sheer exhaustion has kicked in each time. Work is busy and I have been playing tennis most of the last month so yeah by my nighttime relaxation kicks in I’m ready for unconsciousness and not a lot else. As I was changing the
Old Mattresses and Old Loves Read More »
I have literally no plan for this post so you are going to get some massive train of thought stuff here. I’m watching the French Open which I love. You never know what is going to happen on clay. We’ve already had a retirement on the men’s side, feel better Grigor, major upset on the
morning thoughts, bedtime thoughts are not the same Read More »
I will have to come back to the title. It’s been pressing on me that I needed to post something soon. Not sure why but it’s been on my mind. I think my last few posts were definitely stress induced–I may have mentioned that then but who knows. Living in a pandemic is whole lot.
keep growing wherever you can Read More »
If you watched a lot of Def Comedy Jam you’ll be able to finish that sentence. If not, either go watch or do a google search. I’m not planning on disappearing. Just wanted something that made me smile when I started typing. As I have made yet another journey around the sun and have settled
And now it’s time to say goodbye to all my….. Read More »
okay that’s not true like even a little bit. i love watching them right now because they are giving me a good cry when i need it or letting me enjoy the simplicity of just going back home to find the love of your life and your purpose. i’ve been watching hallmark movies, reading self
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