I am always debating whether or not it’s time to let this site go dark. I don’t mind sharing my thoughts but my thoughts on D/s are inconsistent at best. Mostly because life itself is so overwhelming. Pandemic, work, sick parent, and taking care of myself all push me out of a submissive headspace. Add […]
I should be asleep but I took a nap earlier so I am just now getting tired. I needed that nap but dang I hate being awake with no one to talk to. And this didn’t feel like an orgasm will make me sleepy night. I have had a few of those lately. Thanks to
Late night thoughts Read More »
There are days I wonder why I even bothered to get out of bed. Sleeping was good, dreams were good and no one could piss me the fuck off. If you are my Fetlife friend, you may have correctly guessed that was one of those days. After a rough week of just being Black in
Sitting in my peace Read More »
This will be a quickie. I worked most of the day. Read a book and had a good orgasm which as usual made me think about one ex or the other. So I did what nosy girls do and looked him up. Saw something I wasn’t expecting but whatever I needed to break finally did.
After that my guess is you’ll never hear from him again Read More »
I should totally be asleep but that is clearly not my lot in life right now. Work through life off for me and probably everyone else a few months ago. That was good. It didn’t give me time to think about my love life or submission or anything that basic. I had to worry about
the sub who thought too much Read More »
So i am not above saying i learn things in random places. i was watching Marriage Boot Camp Hip Hop Edition randomly tonight and it was a very protracted moment of watching our childhood and past pivotal moments shape our future/present. They focused in specifically on what the messaging or chaos around us during that
Lessons in the Early Phase of the Lockdown Read More »
so you’ve heard about work and you’ve heard about my relationships. just an update about me and i can’t say this will be all that long. January marked the six month point in growing out my locs. They were healthy but still a little thin and of course not completely settled. They look amazing now
last year was complicated the finale Read More »
i’ve been driving a lot more recently to get to things and then trek back home. as i was doing so ove the last few weeks a few things popped into my brain. not that they were new things just things. i thought about the end of things with Mr. Wolf and that i was
long drives, deep thoughts Read More »
I haven’t posted in a while. No good reason for that just haven’t stopped to do so. I was playing a game on my tablet earlier that had me doing the goofy happy you’re in a relationship smile. That’s because my character in the game is happy in her relationship not that I’m in a
Relationship Meanderings and Musings Read More »
I have finished my globe trotting and have had a week to sort of recover from it. I was up a few nights in a row trying to resolve a situation that cropped up while I was gone and then basically traveled all day to make it home and immediately start working again. I have
Sleep deprivation, petty and moving on Read More »
