I am back on Fetlife but not super active. I interact in a few groups but mostly I just read and laugh or lust or shake my head. One group I enjoy is Return to Sender as we all lament the ways in which we are approached online by people who claim to want to […]
Tap tap: Is this thing on? Men (and women hell everyone) do better Read More »
My massage therapist is not in on Thursdays otherwise I would have gotten rubbed down yesterday. I had assumed when I booked my appointment that I would have moved in at this stage but hey such is life. As the title says the hot stones in the longer birthday massage was EVERY FUCKING THING. Oh
Hot Stones on Your Back are Oddly Soothing Read More »
I’m late on these for lots of reasons but today is my birthday and I’m entitled to do whatever I like. It’s barely my birthday in the US but it’s my birthday all the same. It’s been a long year in COVID. I haven’t been able to do a lot of the things that would
Prompt for today: What has to happen before you find your place in service or submission to another? So this is a good question. Not that the others have been bad but given what I’m trying to sort through right now this is a good one to process. Previously, I would just say that someone
Finding your place or mine I guess Read More »
I am desperately ready for a break in all the things I have to think about on a regular basis. I’m not sure that will happen before we move but it will happen. We’ll unpack slowly and we’ll restart our lives in the next wave. I want to relax. I want to be embraced.
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I didn’t write last night mostly because I didn’t want to do so. I got my hair done–that was amazing. I got it put in the style I wanted–even better. I made two different dinners so I didn’t have to tone down what I wanted and could let mom have something she wanted. I watched
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I’m getting my hair done tomorrow and that normally makes me super happy. I’m too tired to be happy right now. More running around, more BS, more annoyance. Didn’t get everything I needed done today because I had a copilot who is a hot mess. I’m gonna write this and head to bed. Prompt for
I’m going to write this but I swear my brain doesn’t care about some of these and that may be why I suck at being a good submissive. I don’t feel more connected to my submission at this point. Some of these have made me look inward and cope with some things. Others feel like
Today was a good day: Prompt 50 something or other Read More »
Prompt: What’s something that makes you feel renewed and ready to take on the world? Sleep shit, lots of sleep, and the closest thing after that is self-care activities like a massage or getting may hair done. I haven’t done the nails as much recently but that’s because folks are germy. I’m not hard to
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I almost skipped this because as the title states I’m done but this may be the last thing I do tonight. Prompt: how do you define strength and do you see yourself as strong? could you see yourself submitting to someone less strong than yourself? Legit couldn’t make up the timing here and I tell
Black girl down, tired of people and their bullshit Read More »
