I turned off my alarm because this morning I had no meetings and no place to be before 10. I checked my messages, ignored email, scanned fet, did my morning routine and nodded off again until I really had to be awake. I was looking forward to hearing from someone and as of yet that […]
It’s been an interesting day Read More »
I’ve been fighting off illness as I have been thinking about the universe the last few weeks. It comes and goes. I sound like a troll, get better, sleep a lot and start the process all over. That’s been the last few months with random temperature shifts and too much stress which culminated in my
Cold Medicine Is a Girl’s Best Friend Read More »
The busiest part of my year has descended upon me again and and it tends to make me introspective. I’m trying something dramatic with my hair and that will be an investment of time, energy and patience but that’s not what has me deep in though yet again. I was on fetlife earlier deleting groups
new journeys, old ideas Read More »
So this post will be in direct contrast on one level to the lovely vacation recap. I am very aware of my insecurities and most days I can keep them at bay. I’m smart, able to pay my bills with no intrusions, take vacations when I can, can cook and back and no those are
When Do You Feel Like Enough? Read More »
So it’s April Fool’s day and I seriously debated playing a prank but I neither have the patience nor the creativity this year. I wasn’t being super creative now I really do like the song. It’s very mellow. Something I imagine I’d have listened to in a jazz club as I nurse a heartbreak over
Let’s Play a little George Michael: Kissing a Fool Read More »
……without a dope beat to step to, step to. Sorry I couldn’t help myself there. According to the date on the last post it’s been just over two months since I posted last. I could post a lot of excuses but when it comes down it really I just got super busy. So in the
Been a long time, shouldn’t have left you Read More »
I am a strange young woman sometimes I swear. I have been wondering a lot over the last few months about what it is I really want and who I want it from. The problem is I think in circles. My brain can be a landmine of information some days. I can be emotional and
My brain had a restart Read More »
Or how I became one of those people that I just didn’t understand. If you visit my page on Fetlife you would notice some changes there. After a number of years of being single and just having my D/s role listed I added “in a relationship” a few months back. That was true then as
A Moment of Self-Reflection… Read More »
I was reading my email the other day and as is often the case I get a fair amount of promotional emails from companies I’ve done any business with ever. One such email came with the following subject header: we know what your skin needs. I briefly made sure I hadn’t somehow received a smutty
we know what your skin needs Read More »
Today is somewhat a chill day for me. Nothing major looming overhead. What is looming can be accomplished relatively easily. The diet has been thrown to hell as I’m trying to recover from two different illnesses hitting me at once and save a few days earlier this week during which I was ridiculously horny, had
Self-reflection and Submission Read More »
