Because we are moving later this week, we have to turn the cable on at the new spot. That means taking whatever appointment I can get so the nice old woman that lives with me isn’t pouting about not being able to watch college sports for two days. That also means about mid day tomorrow […]
I’m feeling a bit better today but it’s mostly because I had to focus on more things for the move, deal with some work stuff and I removed a temptation from my line of vision. I’m not sure where I fit in the D/s world still but I’m not on the verge of tears every
Today’s prompt was intriguing: Are you ever jealous of your Dominant? How do you cope? Again single now but I have been jealous before and I think we have to frame the jealously in the right context. I have definitely been jealous of relationships my Dominant partner had with other women when we were in
I wish I felt better about my place in kink right now. I’m accomplishing so many other things that I was excited about doing from last year now except this feels like a heavy weight sitting on my chest with no way to let it go. I threw away lots of old things today.
I’ve started the purge in my room. Makes me sad to see some of these things go but some scraps of paper have been with me for more than 20 years. It’s time to let it go. Prompt for today: What have you done today to honor your Dominant? As I am single, nothing. I
I’ve talked to my family a lot already given that it’s not quite noon. Mom is happy, sibling and his family are happy and when I went to bed my house smelled like love and baked goods. For some reason I decided to make desserts last night and it helped clean out some things before
That would be because digital me gets to choose her own adventure in someone’s oddly well informed kink story line with an ambitious aggressive intelligent potential Dom that both respects her choices and acknowledges His attraction to her. Additionally, he’s single with no entanglements so yeah she’s enjoying her best life. Real me isn’t batting
Getting things squared away with part of my day to day life has meant I could redirect to work stuff for a bit. I did that more of the day than I planned so I really did forget about this prompt. It’s basic and should be short potentially: Do you live your D/s in secret?
Responded to lots of emails, still waiting on answers to a few things, not at all ready for or eager about Christmas which is not much different from last year, got the last bit of work done at the house before the move next week, bought a tv stand for downstairs, agreed to keep looking
I submitted my last major projects for work. Had my last work meeting this afternoon. I will still probably be fielding random emails as people check things from their away messages but I’m turning that on probably on Thursday when the office closes for Christmas. I’m going to do a little work this week prepping