i logically know that things will be okay, even if it’s a struggle things will be okay. i’m working on things with the new house that aren’t right and are frustrating my mother as a result. that means i get frustrated as well. we’ve had a few come to Jesus moments as of late and […]
i’m ridiculously tired of adulting Read More »
I submitted my last major projects for work. Had my last work meeting this afternoon. I will still probably be fielding random emails as people check things from their away messages but I’m turning that on probably on Thursday when the office closes for Christmas. I’m going to do a little work this week prepping
And my vacation starts now, sort of anyway Read More »
I almost skipped this because as the title states I’m done but this may be the last thing I do tonight. Prompt: how do you define strength and do you see yourself as strong? could you see yourself submitting to someone less strong than yourself? Legit couldn’t make up the timing here and I tell
Black girl down, tired of people and their bullshit Read More »
So I forgot how long Tuesday was so I need to do that prompt and the one for Wednesday (today) as well because I’m in meetings all day today too. Tuesday: Complete this sentence and then keep writing: “I got to this point in my submissive journey because I am not always aware that I’m
i think i get to go to bed soon. i say think because honestly the more tired i’ve been lately the harder it has been to sleep. that’s my standard procedure though. after being at work late three nights in a row i mistakenly thought i only had a few things to do today. nope
when exhaustion meets a new stimuli Read More »
I’ve been crying off and on for the last hour. It’s the culmination of too much stress and not enough love in my life. The people I reach out to for support have stopped responding. Almost none of them have reached out to me first over the last year. The only kinky person that touched
I am tired. A year plus of working in masks, trying to do my job well, not murdering dumb people who won’t wear masks, not traveling, having to pivot with little to no warning, and fighting with my body is killing me. I’ve been bugging my mother to massage my scalp. It helps with hair
i’m still struggling Read More »
i’m sitting here exhausted, relieved and crying. mom had a crisis and i had messed up dreams hoping she’d be okay. i’ve given six or seven talks for my job in the last twelve weeks. i’ve had to lead the charge on a few things while worrying about my job options. and i’m upset because
another saturday night and i ain’t got nobody lol Read More »
Today was apparently my breaking point and it was set off by something stupid. I got up to make my lunch. Well to warm up my lunch because I haven’t really cooked since Thanksgiving. Anyway, I get there and the sauce for my lunch is missing. I didn’t throw it away which leaves only one
this may be my magnum opus, read on at your own peril Read More »
When I am muddling through things in my brain I tend to hear songs playing randomly. Kiss of Life by Sade was dominating for the last few days until I remembered the hook from one Amy’s songs. “Although my pride is not easily disturbed, you sent me flying when you kicked me to the curb.”
One time for Amy Winehouse & Sade Read More »
