This post is probably gonna be rambling after I respond to the prompt: write a letter to yourself five years ago. October 2016 wow, the timing on these things is intriguing. The election has not happened yet but you are worried and you were right about all the concerns you had about the country. You […]
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i have been pondering this for the last few days/weeks what have you. i know that karamel on fet provided all kinds of musings for me at one point but it wasn’t in a “submissive, let me splay myself out for you can give over dominion of myself to you” kind of way. the
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I went to bed last night thinking about how to let go of old emotional entanglements that were no longer serving me. I fully intended on making a side trip while I was in in the city I get my hair done in but the plan took a swift detour. Earlier today I got a
Life is hectic and things distract me just when I need it most. I was in a funk the last few posts to be sure. I was in my feelings about the Dutchman and why it didn’t work out but the truth of the matter is, it doesn’t matter why it didn’t work out. It
and yes i did totally steal that from Nick Jonas. As an aside as i was making sure that it was Nick and the title was correct, i found out that he had done a bunch of Youtube videos about making the album and on it he mentions meeting his eventual wife in a bit
last year was complicated part one Read More »
it’s a new year and i am surely not going to pretend to be a new me. i’m the old me. tired, too busy, and needing to slow down all the time. i have a bit over the holidays. i’ve cooked a lot, baked a lot, experimented with things, cleaned up, threw things away and
when you miss the thing you didn’t really want Read More »
It’s the first week of August and that would normally mean I’m in a random city to attend a work conference but that got moved back to next week. This week I’m going another annual work thing that has not felt as good as it normally does but as it comes to an end tomorrow
Blocking Boomerangs Read More »
I have been busy as hell for the last three weeks. Had another conference to attend, a brief course to teach, five solid days of meetings and somewhere in there had to get my hair done, sleep, eat and get my car repaired twice. Par for the course it feels like over the last few
Tears are Cleansing Read More »
So I’ve been thinking a lot since I’m not active with work right now. I mean I still have to work cause folks won’t let me be great when there are no active projects but thus is my life. I’ve been more in my introverted mode than normal as I process things and people and
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I planned to write this post yesterday. I was desperate for a nap. Things calmed down and I was mid drool when the banging started. Had it been nocturnal fucking yeah for me but it was the middle of the day and yeah I was solo so no unexpected sleepy moisture. I tried to ignore
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