I have been contemplating this post for a few days. Things have taken a turn this weekend that made it more prevalent to put fingers to keyboard and try to express my thoughts. I have stated before that I have not done poly prior to now. I have said repeatedly it’s because I have a […]
TTF part 5: a red velvet primer Read More »
I am struggling to figure out what what I want to be doing and when and where right now. I am happier than I have been right now in a lot of ways. Work is good, my long suffering stomach is mellowed the hell out, I have clicked with a trainer, I’m losing weight, I’m
The Struggle is Ever Present Read More »
So I have been home since about 2 on Sunday afternoon. I have been running full steam until this morning though. The joys of going back to work after a great vacation. My voice is still kinda funky but other than that it was a tiny blessing just to be able to sleep past 6:30
Kinky Travel Recap: This time with extra sleep added Read More »
Not only has the funk lifted so has one week of god awful girl trouble. Thanks to modern medicine cause I without drugs at least one of you out there would have died a bloody painful epic death at my hands. But hey pharmaceutical interventions are amazing so I’m not in jail and no one
Ok So I’m Feeling Better Read More »
So it’s Father’s Day in the United States again. This is my fourteenth such holiday without my biological father. He died just shy of his birthday and Father’s Day a few months before I began work on my graduate degree. There have been years in the gap that have felt like my world was caving
Happy Father’s Day & other random things Read More »
So it’s been a while since I posted. After my last semi smutty post a lot happened. I was in gear for my kinky vacation and was thrown a curve ball when my intended PP told me they likely wouldn’t be available the entire weekend. Well that sucked and I’ll admit to being more than
Unexpected Blessings Read More »
This will be rambling so I apologize. I was talking to cyberdiva earlier today I think about the title of “little” because I don’t traditionally identify as a little in the way others do. I don’t like to dress up in clothes that remind me of childhood. I don’t have any affection for most of
Do titles matter in BDSM? Read More »
I am in the process of finding a new blog layout. It just feels like there needs to be a glossier page sitting here. I am going to adjust some things as a result too. Most of the older writing (stories) will be pulled just because they feel stagnant at this point. I will probably
Soothe My Troubled Soul Read More »
At least at my place it does. I will blame green lantern for the latest downpour. She didn’t do anything directly but in her ever increasing efforts to get me naked and under some nice strong man who drills me into the mattress repeatedly until I collapse in a sweaty heap sated and falling asleep
When it Rains It Floods Read More »
I have been falling asleep randomly the last few days. I think my body is trying to finally fight the insomnia fits but it hasn’t been totally successful. Tonight I fell asleep semi on schedule and was having the best dream EVER. I was in bed with someone I had apparently already had sex with.
wet dream interrupted by well water Read More »
