okay that’s not true like even a little bit. i love watching them right now because they are giving me a good cry when i need it or letting me enjoy the simplicity of just going back home to find the love of your life and your purpose. i’ve been watching hallmark movies, reading self […]
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I am always debating whether or not it’s time to let this site go dark. I don’t mind sharing my thoughts but my thoughts on D/s are inconsistent at best. Mostly because life itself is so overwhelming. Pandemic, work, sick parent, and taking care of myself all push me out of a submissive headspace. Add
I wonder if you think about rolling my nipples between your fingers. I wonder if you daydream about me moaning your name when they start to harden. If you ponder on the breathy sigh that comes from my lips as my brain begins to relax. If you are interested in figuring out when my whimpers
I should be asleep but I took a nap earlier so I am just now getting tired. I needed that nap but dang I hate being awake with no one to talk to. And this didn’t feel like an orgasm will make me sleepy night. I have had a few of those lately. Thanks to
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I have been on FetLife probably at least a decade, just checked I signed up in December of 2008. I migrated over there after Dark Connections shuttered it’s very active message board and sent us over to Fet to create a new home. That’s fine. We had a built in community upon arrival which was
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When I am muddling through things in my brain I tend to hear songs playing randomly. Kiss of Life by Sade was dominating for the last few days until I remembered the hook from one Amy’s songs. “Although my pride is not easily disturbed, you sent me flying when you kicked me to the curb.”
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There are days I wonder why I even bothered to get out of bed. Sleeping was good, dreams were good and no one could piss me the fuck off. If you are my Fetlife friend, you may have correctly guessed that was one of those days. After a rough week of just being Black in
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I’ve been chatting it up with one of my exes a lot lately. Mostly as I process and work through complicated grieving I’m having related to another ex. That’s awkward at best but it’s been useful. I probably need to sage this space as I told grief invoking ex that too much of it reminds
So my book has been published since early this year and I haven’t really been tracking anything related to it. No one reached out to me and said I hate you and it so I was good with that. Turns out though people are buying my little smutty collection and I haven’t made a ton
This will be a quickie. I worked most of the day. Read a book and had a good orgasm which as usual made me think about one ex or the other. So I did what nosy girls do and looked him up. Saw something I wasn’t expecting but whatever I needed to break finally did.
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