So I’ve been thinking a lot since I’m not active with work right now. I mean I still have to work cause folks won’t let me be great when there are no active projects but thus is my life. I’ve been more in my introverted mode than normal as I process things and people and […]
Confessions of a Fractured Romantic Read More »
Have you ever had a moment where you just needed to cry? Not wanted to, not forced to because of circumstances but needed to because things were broken. Perhaps you were broken and tears were the only way to start healing. I’ve talked about this before with people I’m teaching. When you’ve been logical or
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So this post will be in direct contrast on one level to the lovely vacation recap. I am very aware of my insecurities and most days I can keep them at bay. I’m smart, able to pay my bills with no intrusions, take vacations when I can, can cook and back and no those are
When Do You Feel Like Enough? Read More »
So on my commute to work and back the last few days a song I was obsessed with months ago keeps playing and it seems fitting given my current mental and emotional state. Shortly after that song plays a new song that I’m slightly obsessed with also plays. It’s an interesting juxtaposition of mood but
Speaking in Metaphor Read More »
Anyone who has been around here for a while knows I listen to music as much as I can and firmly believe that some songs pop up when I need to hear them. It’s raining right now. Slow, soft, enough to make me miss people I cared about but not so much that I’m worried
It’s raining and I’m (Re)hearing Music Read More »
I am a strange young woman sometimes I swear. I have been wondering a lot over the last few months about what it is I really want and who I want it from. The problem is I think in circles. My brain can be a landmine of information some days. I can be emotional and
My brain had a restart Read More »
Not sure if any of you are actually still paying attention beyond the folks that like to tie up and beat me. Hello Sadists, love ya. And I am definitely not sure if the people that this message needs to reach will ever see it but they are the last ones on the list and
I’m sure an old person, or a criminal, at one point delivered the following wise words: don’t piss off people who know where the bodies are buried because they lent you the shovel. I am typically a low key person no matter what people do, say or infer about me. It’s just my style to
The Moment When the Well Runs Dry Read More »
Or how I became one of those people that I just didn’t understand. If you visit my page on Fetlife you would notice some changes there. After a number of years of being single and just having my D/s role listed I added “in a relationship” a few months back. That was true then as
A Moment of Self-Reflection… Read More »
I was reading my email the other day and as is often the case I get a fair amount of promotional emails from companies I’ve done any business with ever. One such email came with the following subject header: we know what your skin needs. I briefly made sure I hadn’t somehow received a smutty
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