i’m sitting in bed, happy that the “just in case food” can just be dinner tonight. the projected snowpacalypse has sputtered for now. i am nursing a small HS flare but considering i haven’t had one at all in the last month or so i’ll take it. i’m been very deliberately creating room and space […]
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I started writing this last night under a different title but the words wouldn’t come together. When I woke up from my post breakfast nap, it all kind of crystalized in my mind. I could have called this Life as an Onion and it would have been just as accurate. I realized over the last
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i literally don’t know who is still reading this but thanks for stopping by all the same. i am three days removed from a much needed renewing vacation to my favorite place on the planet other than my hometowns. thinking about it now still makes me smile because in the many decades i’ve been on
Duolingo just had Duocon. A nerdy hour to let us know what they were rolling out soon. Talking to a cranky teenager, math and music lessons, and adventures. I think we have to pay for item one and three but I can only do that if I choose to switch back to primarily learning French
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A million years ago I wrote a poem called Surfacing. I wrote it around the time I was finally feeling free of a vanilla relationship. I tend to cocoon myself when I’m healing. However this time frame it felt like I was drowning and couldn’t get my breath. Then suddenly I was surface side up
I saw a post on fetlife that I did love and still do about what if the man whose kink is being fully dressed while the woman he’s with is totally naked doesn’t want to fuck you. What he just wants to make you orgasm over and over again until you are just a blathering
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I’ve been mulling this phrase over in my head a lot lately for a variety of reasons. Comparison is indeed the thief of joy. It makes us over think our own lives. Second guess the decisions we’ve made or didn’t make. It can throw us off of our mood because now we are deflated. And
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I have been running for the last couple of weeks and it’s draining me. I don’t mean physically running because why the fuck would I do that. But projects at work are ramping back up and it’s throwing off my chill mood from last month. All of the foolishness is slowing me down. I’m tried
my energy is bottoming out, so let’s plan trips Read More »
this post will likely ramble a bit and i may come back to it after a few online things today. i went to bed last night fully intending to get up and go get my corning masturbation chair. as i woke up from another weird dream, i struggled with the motivation to do that. i’m
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This post is being partially triggered by a thread on Fetlife entitled constant craving. It sounds/reads like NRE on steroids but also that feeling you have when you are so connected to a partner that you crave their presence and to serve/be served by a particular person. I understand the whole situation but clearly see
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