Prompt for today: Do you have a meditation ritual related to your submission? What is it like? I do not. I honestly probably need one for daily life but meditation is difficult for me on a good day. On bad days when I really should be invested in it, it’s impossible. Prompt for tomorrow: Do […]
A few days ago i logged off of Fetlife maybe for the last time. Outside of looking at one man and arbitrarily reading what was on Kinky and Popular, I wasn’t engaging as much as I used to do. The threads started to feel antagonistic or just weren’t interesting to me. That’s a by product
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Prompt for yesterday: How do you stay focused on service? I don’t know that I do on a daily basis. When I’m coupled it can slip if I’m not in regular contact with my partner because of other demands that I have on my time and energy. Prompt for today: What happens when you are
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Y’all, I have been working on completing a project that I thought would be fun to do in conjunction with other people and what I have realized is I can’t ever do this kind of project again lol. Well not without setting some new parameters. Trying to be respectful of my collaborators meant my time
Struggle bus now boarding, passenger manifest: just me Read More »
I have to admit I like the weekly check ins better. I can think about a lot of things at once and if my life goes nuts midweek, like it will this week, then I don’t have to feel bad about posting late or double posting or just saying fuck it. Prompt for today: Is
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Prompt for today: shortened How has spiritually impacted your submission? I don’t know that is has. I am a more spiritual than religious person by nature mostly because I think organized religion now feels kind of like a racket. My Dominant partners have either been religious or bordering on atheism. I almost converted for RS
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I have mentioned before that I have insomnia. It flares up from time to time especially if my body is throwing a tantrum. I’m having a flare with my HS which is milder than it has been but still throws a wrench in how I’m feeling. It’s also the first one I’ve had in six
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Trying to reconnect to myself again. I’m always busy and am not always taking care of myself in the way I should be. Even though it got rained out today, tennis is restarting and I’m looking forward to that. I’m starting to cook more again and I really enjoy that. I found out today my
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Prompt for Sunday: Write a submissive pledge for yourself. Write about the things you can control. I think I must feel like the people I put on the spot in my real life right now. I don’t know if I could write a pledge that I would adhere to in the long run. Mostly because
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Prompt for today: Do you feel like there’s a learning curve in submission? Do you have to unlearn societal norms? Not in the same way there is for a job. I think you have to learn your partner moreso than the role unless you are not naturally inclined to submission. This is not an issue
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