I will have to come back to the title. It’s been pressing on me that I needed to post something soon. Not sure why but it’s been on my mind. I think my last few posts were definitely stress induced–I may have mentioned that then but who knows. Living in a pandemic is whole lot. […]
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I’m feeling better today. It’s still Saturday and I still ain’t got nobody. And honestly that is just what it is right now. Work is busy but semi on autopilot. Home life is improving even if I need to get back on the grind health wise. After losing some weight, it has found me again.
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i’m sitting here exhausted, relieved and crying. mom had a crisis and i had messed up dreams hoping she’d be okay. i’ve given six or seven talks for my job in the last twelve weeks. i’ve had to lead the charge on a few things while worrying about my job options. and i’m upset because
another saturday night and i ain’t got nobody lol Read More »
I was doing Dutch homework but that was at least an hour ago and probably more than that at this stage. I’ve written an email or two, sent off a letter of recommendation and logged into fet for the first time in who knows when. It was long enough ago that my feed needed to
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It’s been an interesting two weeks hasn’t it boys and girls. New strains of COVID popping up, not enough people vaccinated, getting back to work, enjoying single life, an attempted coup and an all points bulletin for more violence ahead of the inauguration. And this is all before the end of the month. I’ve noticed
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If you watched a lot of Def Comedy Jam you’ll be able to finish that sentence. If not, either go watch or do a google search. I’m not planning on disappearing. Just wanted something that made me smile when I started typing. As I have made yet another journey around the sun and have settled
And now it’s time to say goodbye to all my….. Read More »
Today was apparently my breaking point and it was set off by something stupid. I got up to make my lunch. Well to warm up my lunch because I haven’t really cooked since Thanksgiving. Anyway, I get there and the sauce for my lunch is missing. I didn’t throw it away which leaves only one
this may be my magnum opus, read on at your own peril Read More »
okay that’s not true like even a little bit. i love watching them right now because they are giving me a good cry when i need it or letting me enjoy the simplicity of just going back home to find the love of your life and your purpose. i’ve been watching hallmark movies, reading self
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I am always debating whether or not it’s time to let this site go dark. I don’t mind sharing my thoughts but my thoughts on D/s are inconsistent at best. Mostly because life itself is so overwhelming. Pandemic, work, sick parent, and taking care of myself all push me out of a submissive headspace. Add
I wonder if you think about rolling my nipples between your fingers. I wonder if you daydream about me moaning your name when they start to harden. If you ponder on the breathy sigh that comes from my lips as my brain begins to relax. If you are interested in figuring out when my whimpers
