This will be rambling and weird so I’ll apologize for that now. I am having the strangest thoughts and emotions as of late. Nothing that concerns me in the I need help range but I hate not knowing what I’m doing or who I’m doing or why I’m doing them lol. As I mentioned a […]
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I am in a weird place in my head again. I have other things working the way I want them to be most of the time at the moment. I’m getting to the gym on a more regular basis, 5 times last week thank you very much, I’m eating better, cooking and doing more of
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I am bored out of my skull and for some reason not remotely sleepy. I went to bed relative early last night and slept in so why I am up right now is crazy. I also took out a few kittens in the middle of my wash day so honestly I’m not even all that
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For the last few months I’ve been in a holding pattern regarding submission. I’m not sure if I’ve fully resolved which direction to go but what has been done wasn’t working and I’m not sure which way to head now. I always imagined I would let my dom guide me into the best submissive version
At least at my place it does. I will blame green lantern for the latest downpour. She didn’t do anything directly but in her ever increasing efforts to get me naked and under some nice strong man who drills me into the mattress repeatedly until I collapse in a sweaty heap sated and falling asleep
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I have been falling asleep randomly the last few days. I think my body is trying to finally fight the insomnia fits but it hasn’t been totally successful. Tonight I fell asleep semi on schedule and was having the best dream EVER. I was in bed with someone I had apparently already had sex with.
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So yeah I’ve been absent a bit again. I really didn’t have much to say and was considering just shutting things down permanently. That didn’t seem to make a lot of sense because I come here to vent and where would I do that if I wasn’t in this space. Anyway, as I’ve been driving
More bad news on that front. Again nothing that can be in either of our control but still fucking things up all the same. Won’t say anything else about that now but damn i’m annoyed. Okay i was going to leave it alone but i can’t. Men suck, the men in my life in particular
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i’m feeling kind of frustrated. no word back from the publishing house so i’ll check on the self-publishing and see what makes the most sense both financially and distribution wise. There’s a lot about that i don’t really understand so i don’t want to jump in without looking at all my options. we’ve been chatting
Today while scrolling through twitter i saw a blurb from Rachel Kramer Bussel who i love. If i was ever able to just live it all out in the open she’d so be someone i would love to hang out with cause she seems very down to earth and happy. And it’s not that i’m
