the last few months have been an emotional roller coaster for me. i have been up and down with work, up and down with my mom, and up and down with my romantic life. every time i think one is stable another screws up and right now they are all setting my cute little ass […]
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okay boys and girls this is not an announcement i wanted to make ever really especially now since i can’t seem to get in contact with Him at all but i’m taking an RS break. i understand the situation isn’t His doing or His fault. i have tried to be a good soldier and for
okay not too long ago i wrote what can best be described as a very depressing piece about worth and being valued enough to be WITH your partner. as i was showering tonight i started thinking about when my worth became tied to who was holding me at night. because really during the day i’m
red is fine. she is happy, not gushing over the moon but happy still. she loves and is loved. i hate talking about myself in third person lol. i am in bed sick today. i will probably be in bed tomorrow as well. it’s nothing overly major but it sucks all the same. i’m missing
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well where do i begin? things with me have been in flux as usual. i’ve been denying to myself more than anyone else that i am mentally exhausted. i love my friends and family and job but i am tired. i’m tired of managing everything from what i wear to where i will park in
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okay so you’re getting two posts today. this one wasn’t intended. i guess the other one wasn’t either. it’s been five months since i heard from RS. i’m feeling very disconnected from everything right now. i keep getting sick and as i have told folks that’s a by product of me feeling more stressed lately.
okay someone alerted me to the fact that i haven’t said anything over the last month. really i don’t have an excuse this time. i still have extra relatives around–even though technically no one is home but me BUT that would be because those folks are at the hospital right now. long story, so don’t
just so you guys don’t worry, in about 36 hours my vacation is officially starting. i haven’t taken one since right before my birthday and i need this time to myself. i doubt i’ll be posting or reading anything from anyone. actually i’ve been really bad about that lately so i can’t act like that’s
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hey boys and girls. sorry for my absence. i was still basking in post baby glow and then making sure i was going to get scheduled for my last phase of being dr. red. that was this morning and it went swimmingly if i do say so myself. i spent the last few weeks studying
i started to write this post two weeks ago but i got sleepy and then went to visit my absolutely stunning and wonderfully intelligent almost eight week old niece. yes i know it’s impossible to know she’s going to be wonderfully intelligent but let auntie red dream big for a minute. okay anyhoo. i am
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