lawd i didn’t realize i hadn’t posted in forever. life has been well it’s been interesting since my last post. christmas was good and all, new years was anti-climatic but a few weeks after that things changed significantly in a good way. i did get my completely adorable aprons and Daddy loves them. yes He’s […]
okay so i haven’t updated in a while my bad. not a lot has been happening except me enjoying my vacation which has rocked except the whole no one to hug me really tight before bed. and even that has been mostly okay. so santa really needs me to start giving him better information. i
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it won’t be this post of course. the cast list has updated again for clarification to my readers. i did sort of transition relationships without a long flowery post which was my nature once upon a time. while i am happy with my new relationship, i wasn’t exactly thrilled to be ending the old one.
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been busy with work and being sick and a bunch of other stuff. the accident i believe is finally resolved now. well it is for me. the nice lady that hit me is probably gonna have some issues. i’m debating whether or not i’m ready for this to go dark. i don’t have a lot
the last few months have been an emotional roller coaster for me. i have been up and down with work, up and down with my mom, and up and down with my romantic life. every time i think one is stable another screws up and right now they are all setting my cute little ass
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okay boys and girls this is not an announcement i wanted to make ever really especially now since i can’t seem to get in contact with Him at all but i’m taking an RS break. i understand the situation isn’t His doing or His fault. i have tried to be a good soldier and for
okay not too long ago i wrote what can best be described as a very depressing piece about worth and being valued enough to be WITH your partner. as i was showering tonight i started thinking about when my worth became tied to who was holding me at night. because really during the day i’m
red is fine. she is happy, not gushing over the moon but happy still. she loves and is loved. i hate talking about myself in third person lol. i am in bed sick today. i will probably be in bed tomorrow as well. it’s nothing overly major but it sucks all the same. i’m missing
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well where do i begin? things with me have been in flux as usual. i’ve been denying to myself more than anyone else that i am mentally exhausted. i love my friends and family and job but i am tired. i’m tired of managing everything from what i wear to where i will park in
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okay so you’re getting two posts today. this one wasn’t intended. i guess the other one wasn’t either. it’s been five months since i heard from RS. i’m feeling very disconnected from everything right now. i keep getting sick and as i have told folks that’s a by product of me feeling more stressed lately.
