just so you guys don’t worry, in about 36 hours my vacation is officially starting. i haven’t taken one since right before my birthday and i need this time to myself. i doubt i’ll be posting or reading anything from anyone. actually i’ve been really bad about that lately so i can’t act like that’s a new thing. the ebb and flow of my life lately has just swung back to crappyville and i’d rather not dump here again. after vacation is over i’ll make some decisions about this blog, my life and what i want to do with both. until then just know that i’m physically okay and i’m sure everything else will come to pass when it’s supposed to.