Trying to reconnect to myself again. I’m always busy and am not always taking care of myself in the way I should be. Even though it got rained out today, tennis is restarting and I’m looking forward to that. I’m starting to cook more again and I really enjoy that. I found out today my […]
just a quickie–forgot some stuff Read More »
I started on this post a few hours ago and then got distracted. I do that though so I wasn’t feeling upset about that. It let me settle into my thoughts more and come at this from a different perspective. I am not a huge horoscope girl. I read them from time to time just
This will be random as hell or what I think I want right now Read More »
i’m about halfway through the writing prompts and whereas it was feeling very productive and self reflective early in the process, i’m not getting that so much anymore. it’s not that it couldn’t be but these prompts are, as i have mentioned before, mostly written from the perspective of someone that is coupled in a
randomness check in Read More »
i don’t always say what i want to say here because i’m not sure who is reading it. that’s dumb because as best i can tell the only people reading this are bots and me. i don’t want to make people uncomfortable but i don’t have anyone to talk about this stuff with anymore. i’m
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Prompt for today: For poly submissives are you jealous of the time your Dominant spends with other partners in the relationship? How do you cope with that? So my last two dynamics were both poly. In one relationship there was no jealousy. Annoyance every blue moon because information was not relayed in a straight forward
Yes, no, it’s complicated Read More »
Have you ever wished you could reconnect with an ex-partner? How have you reconciled those feelings? Well isn’t this awkward. Yep I have, and nope it didn’t happen. I haven’t entirely reconciled these feelings but I’m working on it. I don’t like the getting to know you stage so I would prefer to be with
pot meet fucked up kettle Read More »
Let me get the prompt out of the way first: How do you communicate when you are angry/upset? Short answer is badly. My emotions run away with me and it’s ugly as hell initially and then I get anxious and fold in on myself and then I get angrier as the person I need to
This may be the post that never ends, it may go on and on my heathens Read More »
I debated posting this to my private blog but you’ve seen the relationships play out in public so this is just another step along that path. I couldn’t sleep last night, clearly, which is why I was up blogging before I went to bed. I am not sure why I went and click on an
This only matters to me, skip it if you don’t want to dance around in circles Read More »
you know when you are good and done with being awake and your body just says fuck whatever else you gotta do? well if you don’t you are definitely not me because that sure as shit happened last night. prompt for yesterday: how do you deal with coming down from an intense scene? honestly i
me go sleepy, me no care Read More »
prompt for today: do you struggle with depression? how has being a submissive helped you recover? i have some issues with this question but i’ll get to that in a second. i do not struggle with depression. have i had moments were i felt depressed. really pretty sure that i have but it’s not perpetual,
long day, good work, need a vacation Read More »
