So I left you with a snippet of where the pain may have entered into the picture. I can say I wasn’t quite sure that’s what I was looking for until I wasn’t playing with him anymore. Even though it had come up with my HS boyfriend, his pain was mild and his control over […]
TTF Part 2: a red velvet primer Read More »
I normally hate bullet posts. They feel lazy to me most days but my thoughts are all over the place yet again so it seems easier to do that and edit them as I write than try to tie together twelve tiny paragraphs. I am an introverted slightly confusing attention whore. I don’t want the
These are my confessions Read More »
My brain has been all over the place late. So many moments of indecision and confusion and brief shining moments of clarity. There have been moments of elation, frustration, exhaustion, envy and lust but none of them have been around long enough to purge me of its friends. They have swept in like carrion birds
Today was one that got completely derailed from jump. An appointment was later than planned, ran longer than planned, involved more emotions than planned and ended up throwing off the rest of my day. I canceled meetings, played the dutiful daughter and came home stressed before getting drenched again after taking groceries out of the
The Other Side of Jealousy or What I Learned in a Rain Storm Read More »
So I love this movie and this scene captures at least part of the title of this post. Every day we wake there is the distinct possibility that things could go horribly horribly awry. Be it with work, life, love, the sheer act of existence means there’s a risk of shit hitting the proverbial fan.
Life is Pain and love might be too Read More »
So I have been home since about 2 on Sunday afternoon. I have been running full steam until this morning though. The joys of going back to work after a great vacation. My voice is still kinda funky but other than that it was a tiny blessing just to be able to sleep past 6:30
Kinky Travel Recap: This time with extra sleep added Read More »
Life has been interesting around these parts lately. I am thoroughly enjoying my submission again. For those of you that have been around for a while you know that hasn’t always been the case around here. I get defeated when it feels like things aren’t quite sinking up the way I want them. And let’s
And in subbie girl news…. Read More »
This will be rambling so I apologize. I was talking to cyberdiva earlier today I think about the title of “little” because I don’t traditionally identify as a little in the way others do. I don’t like to dress up in clothes that remind me of childhood. I don’t have any affection for most of
Do titles matter in BDSM? Read More »
For those of you that have been around longer than a few weeks, you know that my mother lives with me and routinely drives me crazy. It’s quite annoying when she’s here because simple things like having a loud orgasm are not really possible. Don’t get me wrong I still have them but seriously it’s
Random Updates from My Almost Last Day Alone Read More »
I am in the process of finding a new blog layout. It just feels like there needs to be a glossier page sitting here. I am going to adjust some things as a result too. Most of the older writing (stories) will be pulled just because they feel stagnant at this point. I will probably
Soothe My Troubled Soul Read More »
