Anyone who chooses to interact with other human beings knows there is a chance to be rejected. Actually, more often than not people will just have no reaction to you whatsoever. Indifference can be just as damaging as outright rejection but again it’s part of the deal if you are not holed up in the […]
I have been putting off writing this post for days. Not sure why but I have found something else to do each time I sat down and conceived of it. I got the new comforter washed so I could put it on my bed tomorrow. I went to the gym a few times. I cleaned
New Year, New Me? Not exactly… Read More »
I remember this movie being horribly depressing as a child. Not because it had to be but because who wants to the be last of anything. That would suck. Turns out (spoiler alert if you haven’t seen the movie) there were others or she could make others anyway it turns out all happy in the
This easily could have just been a poem or stream of consciousness post but it seems to make sense to tie this into the primer series. This is about cravings. Specifically my cravings. I don’t crave much truthfully. A well cooked steak when I’m tired and don’t want to cook. Sugar when I am a
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I have been contemplating this post for a few days. Things have taken a turn this weekend that made it more prevalent to put fingers to keyboard and try to express my thoughts. I have stated before that I have not done poly prior to now. I have said repeatedly it’s because I have a
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I am struggling to figure out what what I want to be doing and when and where right now. I am happier than I have been right now in a lot of ways. Work is good, my long suffering stomach is mellowed the hell out, I have clicked with a trainer, I’m losing weight, I’m
The Struggle is Ever Present Read More »
So it’s Saturday night and I’m chilling yet again. Not a poor me post I’m actually glad to be relaxing right now. I hit four of my five workouts this week, took mom to the doctor and shopping and even when she got annoying I managed to not leave her on the curb anywhere lol.
What’s up Buttercup? Read More »
So we have journeyed around a variety of things about me and thankfully no one has asked me anything that I haven’t been able to answer. I’m not sure what this post will turn into but what it was sparked by was the concept of wanting and its juxtaposition against a need. I want a
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Found this on fetlife. I’m sure there is stuff that is missing but I thought it was intriguing. Green pins mean I tried it and liked it. Red pins mean I tried it and didn’t like it at all and purple pins are for things I still want to try. Find out where I’ve journeyedon
Human Sexuality Map Read More »
That title will sound crazy. After I all, I own this domain, have been writing for a VERY long time using it and at the moment am single so why would censorship even be something on my mind at the moment. Well I’ll tell you why lol. Most of the time that I have had
Censoring Myself?!?!? Read More »
