sorry didn’t have a good title and that song is playing right now. i’ve been listening to music for the last few hours. having to play my own dj while i process is intriguing. i think i know where i’m going and then something flips the mood and i’m off in another direction. i’ve been […]
we had magic and this is tragic Read More »
Yesterday I came back to edit my post to ask if I was missing my ex or missing submitting. I mentioned that to GN and he thought it was more the submission aspects. I’m highly stressed and being without someone that calms me is annoying as shit. I don’t want to have to be in
Insecure is not just a tv show Read More »
Prompt for yesterday: What are you struggling with right now? Lots of things and nothing simultaneously. I’m on deadlines with a few things and have resolved a few others. That perpetual stress is not new or even terribly frustrating if I’m being honest. That is my life. I sort of discussed it with a
i’ll get to the prompts in a second. i know i missed one yesterday but i really just forgot about it. i went to bed after hearing the news that russia opted to be asshats and that the rest of the world had little resources to help defend the target of russian aggression. let me
the world is big wonderful and scary Read More »
Y’all I’m living my best life today so I’m just going to answer a paraphrased version of the prompt: Am I allowed to give gifts to my Dominant partner? Do I have my own money or do I have to ask for it? I have always made more money than my Dominant partners so asking
I got a Mirror at the begging of January so I could work out at home instead of trying to venture back into germ infested gyms. I love the vibe of Planet Fitness when we don’t have walking variant factories but girl ain’t been in regularly since the start of the pandemic. Anyway, I haven’t
So the Mirror freaked me out tonight Read More »
This may be more about life today than the Submissive Guide exercise so if that’s what you are looking for then you might be disappointed. That prompt doesn’t allow me much room to respond given the state of things right now. Okay let me get back into it. I got a bit distracted by random
It’s Sunday, I’ve been randomly productive Read More »
Grown up life is a weird constant flex of relaxing and self care and then the fuck am I so tired for shit. I’m feeling okay outside of tired. So I won’t belabor the point or this post for now. I may come back and edit or I may get shit faced and go to
Tired tired tired and then a little bit more tired Read More »
Had a guest today to actually fix one of the thing with the new house. Still waiting on the other 90 little things and the visit from the main office dude. We’ll see how that goes. I had been considering undergoing some hypnosis to move beyond some mental blocks but I’m not sure if I
Just made a yuck face at this prompt Read More »
Prompt for the day: Is there such a thing as a “true” submissive? If this means there’s one way to be viewed as a true submissive then no because we end up in different places and presentations for everything in life and the same is true in submission. Some can only submit sexually, others only
Snow and Ice, sleepy time Read More »
