Life is hectic and things distract me just when I need it most. I was in a funk the last few posts to be sure. I was in my feelings about the Dutchman and why it didn’t work out but the truth of the matter is, it doesn’t matter why it didn’t work out. It […]
I will have to come back to the title. It’s been pressing on me that I needed to post something soon. Not sure why but it’s been on my mind. I think my last few posts were definitely stress induced–I may have mentioned that then but who knows. Living in a pandemic is whole lot.
keep growing wherever you can Read More »
It’s been an interesting two weeks hasn’t it boys and girls. New strains of COVID popping up, not enough people vaccinated, getting back to work, enjoying single life, an attempted coup and an all points bulletin for more violence ahead of the inauguration. And this is all before the end of the month. I’ve noticed
Happy Fucking New Year Read More »
If you watched a lot of Def Comedy Jam you’ll be able to finish that sentence. If not, either go watch or do a google search. I’m not planning on disappearing. Just wanted something that made me smile when I started typing. As I have made yet another journey around the sun and have settled
And now it’s time to say goodbye to all my….. Read More »
Today was apparently my breaking point and it was set off by something stupid. I got up to make my lunch. Well to warm up my lunch because I haven’t really cooked since Thanksgiving. Anyway, I get there and the sauce for my lunch is missing. I didn’t throw it away which leaves only one
this may be my magnum opus, read on at your own peril Read More »
okay that’s not true like even a little bit. i love watching them right now because they are giving me a good cry when i need it or letting me enjoy the simplicity of just going back home to find the love of your life and your purpose. i’ve been watching hallmark movies, reading self
hallmark movies may restore my fragile hope of love Read More »
I am always debating whether or not it’s time to let this site go dark. I don’t mind sharing my thoughts but my thoughts on D/s are inconsistent at best. Mostly because life itself is so overwhelming. Pandemic, work, sick parent, and taking care of myself all push me out of a submissive headspace. Add
I should be asleep but I took a nap earlier so I am just now getting tired. I needed that nap but dang I hate being awake with no one to talk to. And this didn’t feel like an orgasm will make me sleepy night. I have had a few of those lately. Thanks to
Late night thoughts Read More »
I have been on FetLife probably at least a decade, just checked I signed up in December of 2008. I migrated over there after Dark Connections shuttered it’s very active message board and sent us over to Fet to create a new home. That’s fine. We had a built in community upon arrival which was
Fuck you John Baku Read More »
This will be a quickie. I worked most of the day. Read a book and had a good orgasm which as usual made me think about one ex or the other. So I did what nosy girls do and looked him up. Saw something I wasn’t expecting but whatever I needed to break finally did.
After that my guess is you’ll never hear from him again Read More »
