Today was apparently my breaking point and it was set off by something stupid. I got up to make my lunch. Well to warm up my lunch because I haven’t really cooked since Thanksgiving. Anyway, I get there and the sauce for my lunch is missing. I didn’t throw it away which leaves only one […]
this may be my magnum opus, read on at your own peril Read More »
okay that’s not true like even a little bit. i love watching them right now because they are giving me a good cry when i need it or letting me enjoy the simplicity of just going back home to find the love of your life and your purpose. i’ve been watching hallmark movies, reading self
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I am always debating whether or not it’s time to let this site go dark. I don’t mind sharing my thoughts but my thoughts on D/s are inconsistent at best. Mostly because life itself is so overwhelming. Pandemic, work, sick parent, and taking care of myself all push me out of a submissive headspace. Add
I should be asleep but I took a nap earlier so I am just now getting tired. I needed that nap but dang I hate being awake with no one to talk to. And this didn’t feel like an orgasm will make me sleepy night. I have had a few of those lately. Thanks to
Late night thoughts Read More »
I have been on FetLife probably at least a decade, just checked I signed up in December of 2008. I migrated over there after Dark Connections shuttered it’s very active message board and sent us over to Fet to create a new home. That’s fine. We had a built in community upon arrival which was
Fuck you John Baku Read More »
This will be a quickie. I worked most of the day. Read a book and had a good orgasm which as usual made me think about one ex or the other. So I did what nosy girls do and looked him up. Saw something I wasn’t expecting but whatever I needed to break finally did.
After that my guess is you’ll never hear from him again Read More »
I should totally be asleep but that is clearly not my lot in life right now. Work through life off for me and probably everyone else a few months ago. That was good. It didn’t give me time to think about my love life or submission or anything that basic. I had to worry about
the sub who thought too much Read More »
So i am not above saying i learn things in random places. i was watching Marriage Boot Camp Hip Hop Edition randomly tonight and it was a very protracted moment of watching our childhood and past pivotal moments shape our future/present. They focused in specifically on what the messaging or chaos around us during that
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if you can only read one of those languages they all translate to the same thing. i am tired. i have been tired the whole month. my fault for having too much to do, not enough time to do it and squeezing in a visit to see my family right before a big personal anniversary
je suis fatigue, ich bin mude, ik ben moe, i am tired Read More »
Hey all. Unless you just totally checked out from all forms of media then you heard about the sudden and tragic death of Kobe Bryant, his daughter, at least three members of another family and four other people. Kobe wasn’t my dude but he reminds me of lots of men in my life and it
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