Prompt for today: What has to happen before you find your place in service or submission to another? So this is a good question. Not that the others have been bad but given what I’m trying to sort through right now this is a good one to process. Previously, I would just say that someone […]
Finding your place or mine I guess Read More »
I am desperately ready for a break in all the things I have to think about on a regular basis. I’m not sure that will happen before we move but it will happen. We’ll unpack slowly and we’ll restart our lives in the next wave. I want to relax. I want to be embraced.
Inifinte Breakdowns: Week Eight Recap Read More »
I didn’t write last night mostly because I didn’t want to do so. I got my hair done–that was amazing. I got it put in the style I wanted–even better. I made two different dinners so I didn’t have to tone down what I wanted and could let mom have something she wanted. I watched
Tis the Weekend: Two Posts Read More »
I’m getting my hair done tomorrow and that normally makes me super happy. I’m too tired to be happy right now. More running around, more BS, more annoyance. Didn’t get everything I needed done today because I had a copilot who is a hot mess. I’m gonna write this and head to bed. Prompt for
I’m going to write this but I swear my brain doesn’t care about some of these and that may be why I suck at being a good submissive. I don’t feel more connected to my submission at this point. Some of these have made me look inward and cope with some things. Others feel like
Today was a good day: Prompt 50 something or other Read More »
Prompt: What’s something that makes you feel renewed and ready to take on the world? Sleep shit, lots of sleep, and the closest thing after that is self-care activities like a massage or getting may hair done. I haven’t done the nails as much recently but that’s because folks are germy. I’m not hard to
Should have seen this one coming Read More »
I almost skipped this because as the title states I’m done but this may be the last thing I do tonight. Prompt: how do you define strength and do you see yourself as strong? could you see yourself submitting to someone less strong than yourself? Legit couldn’t make up the timing here and I tell
Black girl down, tired of people and their bullshit Read More »
Today’s prompt: What advice would you give a new submissive just exploring submission? This feels like a bullet point list so that’s what you are getting. Take your time learning. You are not competing with anyone to be the best submissive ever. Your journey is your journey period. Go to classes if you can, read
Hey You, Random person still reading, how ya doing Read More »
So I will say I started this last week and only go one sentence in. This sentence—-> I’ve been watching crap TV all day but thankfully one of those adventures got me onto new to me but old music by Train which will be good Christmas listening. The movie was typical Hallmark filter and
Six & Seven Weeks In: Recap Post Read More »
Prompt for today: What unexpected skill have you found to be most helpful in your service? Honestly, I can’t answer this. My ability to plan and freak out about the future means I normally have unexpected resources to support myself or emergencies that my Dominant partner experiences but those aren’t really skills. They just are
So it’s Sunday again: Prompt 49 Read More »
