okay so i’ve been slacking in the posting but i do have a job beyond keeping Emperor smiling. and i go back and forth between thinking He wants me to keep my job indefinitely to thinking He’d be rid of me if anyone was remotely willing to do any of the things i am (sorry, […]
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Okay yeah that was hella corny but i’ve been having the most vivid dreams about Emperor lately. They are all plausible situations except last night. Last night i dreamt we were snuggling and i was happy. It was the most bizarre thing. Not because we were in bed together or that i was happy. The
Dream lover come rescue me Read More »
okay so i’m being moody but Emperor doesn’t understand the whole periodic pet thing. i’ve missed Him mercilessly but i don’t think it matters. He’s off doing, well Emperor stuff–He’s a little secretive–and i’m sitting here bored. i keep trying to remember that He stated He wanted me around but well when you don’t hear
should i stay or should i go…. Read More »
You Belong in Rome You’re a big city girl with a small town heartWhich is why you’re attracted to the romance of RomeStrolling down picture perfect streets, cappuccino in handAnd gorgeous Italian men – could life get any better?What City Do You Belong in? Take This Quiz 🙂 You Are Glam Sexy You live for
Yeah okay not original I know but eh get over it. I’ve been functioning on about five hours of sleep and folks have interrupted every catnap I’ve tried to take. I may have hooked up a sub wannabe and a domme in training so that makes me smile. When she reads this she’s going to
confusion, seduction, prostitution lol (not really) Read More »
Okay so I’m sure I misquoted that a bit but it’s one of the random thoughts in my brain right now. Mainly I’m thinking about Emperor and relationships and my dynamics and control issues. Emperor mentioned one day that all women had a need to control things and in my indignant sub space mind I
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Okay not really, I’m having a moment. Emperor has been sporadically inattentive and it was driving me crazy for a second. Then there is the whole issue of me being a good pet while he’s sorta flirting with other people. That’s difficult of course because I hate to share but I like being with him
I wrote this years ago but my head came back to this point about twenty minutes ago. Red Velvet is tired and a wee bit disappointed. Read on…. Someone once told me that I did not truly care about him but that I was in love with love. That I had no idea what loving
Not a lot on my mind at the moment. Well Emperor is but that’s cause I’m horny and well the last time I got off real nice and good he was nearby. The porn star previously mentioned is featured to the right. I’m not sure how long I could stay tied like that but hmm
Umm my lips hurt….. Read More »
I mentioned before that I have been studying up on this new lifestyle that I hope to incorporate more into my life. I read a lot of general sites at first which were great for terminology and resources for those engaging in the BDSM world. There are conferences, seminars and people willing to work with
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